And all it breaks down to, is that its gonna be fine, fine, fine....
I've been just so sick and tired of this lately. that Im done. Im sick and tired of being put second by my mother for her friend. Im sick and tired of being less important than her friend. And im sick and tired of her agreeing with me, with me, and agreeing with her, when she's with her. That im done, and they can both go fuck themselves. Last night, i was so angry about it, i went out all night, left my keys, my cellphone, and everything at home. I had no intentions of coming home. She came looking for me though. Big surprise, that she cares late at night.
Im just so numb about it, that i dont care. Last night, i felt better about it, being high out of my face, and walking ahead of her, so i wouldnt have to look at her. Becuase she's a twofaced bitch.
She's a submarine caregiver. When its something she wants to pick and poke about, she cares, when its something i want, she doesnt care. Im sick and tired of hearing his much is done for me, and how much i dont care. Well you know what. I Said it yesterday, i said it thismorning. They can go fuck themselves. Im done.