you were gone before i ever got to say
"lay here my love. you're the only shape i'll pray to."berkeley says that everything exists within the mind of god ( Read more... )

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what does it really mean to be vital?
is anything? -:necessary for the continuation of life. who's to say?
and for that matter
who are you looking at when you
look right past me?
i can't see anyone

so many people know so few people.
everything inside me is screaming.

we decided to go camping all weekend, first in bastrop state park, then in buesher (sp?) state park (located in the thriving metropolis known as Smithsville).
i anti<3 campingbeasley and i were separated from the group and got lost in the woods for hours ( Read more... )

brent's asleep.

i just finished covering the inside of his car with 200 post-it notes that say "i love you."
some people stopped to watch me. the guys looked confused, and the girls were saying "ooh my god that's so sweet." how did they know what the post-its said? they could've said, "i hate you" or "you stink ( Read more... )

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philip glass was spectacular. the sitar, pipa and violin were my favorites.
we went to sixth street. i drank water and waited to leave the terrible bluesrock band behind.
we sat out on the dock in the middle of the water. it got cold. it was pretty.

i'm a little confused and disoriented. how could it have been such a good weekend while being such a terrible weekend ( Read more... )

i was wrong about how it felt.
hearts break slow.

im gonna look pretty tonight.

i wore thigh-high boots last night and managed to keep my balance in spiked heels, even while drinking.
"do you like my sexy hot boots?"
"um. i just don't really like boots, i guess."
"what?! i was wearing these the first time we met!"
"yah...well...i dated you anyway, didn't i?"he's impossible to impress sometimes. and then i'll put on a frumpy ( Read more... )