I'm just dealing with insecurities of where I've come in life, and not knowing where I am going. I just want everything to be as certain as it once was. I had some measure of control. Now I am adrift and blind. I want someone to carry me. The helplessness is consuming.
oh, yeah that makes sense. a lot of things have been changing for you as of late.
you'll find your way someday. you're insightful enough. i know that probably doesn't mean a whole lot from someone who has been lost for most of their life. i know that you'll figure things out eventually. only you can decide what will happen and no matter your decision, it won't be wrong.
I have a few friends that read through these things but don't actually post, and in many cases don't have accounts (hi, guys). And then you know there are those weird people who read random peoples journals.
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it doesn't seem like it could have any relevance to adrian, and that's all that i know of that's been bugging you lately.
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you'll find your way someday. you're insightful enough. i know that probably doesn't mean a whole lot from someone who has been lost for most of their life. i know that you'll figure things out eventually. only you can decide what will happen and no matter your decision, it won't be wrong.
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