WHY? WHY? WHY?!??!

[whisperingechos]

WHY>:!?!?!?!?!? WHY?!???!!??!?!? WHY DO YOU PEOPLE FUCKING INSIST ON FUCKING RIPPING MY HEART FROM MY CHEST AND STEPPING ALL OVER IT? I FUCKING GOT BLOOD RUNNING DOWN MY FUCKING THROAT, MY SHIRT, EVERY GOD DAMN THING CAUSE WHEN I AM UPSET I FUCKING HAVE NOSE BLEEDS. I FUCKING GOT MARK FUCKING TWISTING EVERYTHING THAT IS SAID TO HIM AROUND. ACTING

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[angelwingedelf]

Jay...
I'm not pissed at you.
I'm pissed at this whole god damn situation.
I love ya Jay.. I'm sorry everything has to be like this.
I'm sorry I can't solve all your problems.
I'm sorry I can't solve anyones problems.
I'm sorry I can't even fucking solve my own problems.
I'm sorry I have to listen to the same shit every day in this god damn family.
I'm just so sorry the world thinks one thing of what I say when it means another.
I'm sorry.
I love you Jay.
I love all my friends.
But you've been one of my longest friends and I don't want to lose you/

[whisperingechos]

Its not up to you to solve my problems or anyones. Trust me I appreciate the help. I really fucking do. I understand what you mean by you saying something and everyone interpreting it other ways. It fucking hurts. So fucking bad, and I cant take it anymore. I cant fucking take it. I lost 2 fucking people today and neither one of them want to have anything to do with me. And for once in my life I -know- I did nothing wrong, but I got punished for it anyways. Right now, I need Di to wrap her arms around me and hold me, but what are the chances of that? *sighs and just cries*

[angelwingedelf]

/holfs you tightly and comforts./
I'm sorry Jay...

[whisperingechos]

*curls up and sighs* Dont be sorry, none of it is your fault, its not mine and its not Di's.

[whisperingechos]

And why is yahoo on? Why Di? Why? *sighs and slams her headphones down*

[silentblues]

I love Jay. Yay.

[silentblues]

Ok heres some reassurance. Everyone is a bastard and everyone mentioned in that entry should be shot. Yes. Yes you should, including myself. How dare you treat my girl with such negativity. You bastards. You deserve to die.

[whisperingechos]

NOT YOU AND AMANDA!

[veni]

I think a lot of the drama floating around in the net is just caused by the net- when you and Di live together, there'll be a good chance that things won't get like this too easily. :\

I'm really sorry that you had to lose your cat; like Manda, I can totally relate to how you feel. ^><^ Actually, for the last year I've been crying two-three+ times a month over when my guinea pig will die. :\ I have about three more months with her.

I can't believe people are telling you to 'get over it'; if you cared about your cat, then I can safely assume you'll take as much time as you need before you can start truly accepting your cat's death. Doesn't matter how long that takes- just don't feel obligated to rush anything. >\ *clinnng*

An' I don't wanna be deleted, even though I'm like never on an' stuff. ._. ^xx^

[whisperingechos]

I dont know who it is, but someone in my other post about my cat.. I want to know who it was ;.; I just wrote suttin pretty long about my cat and I hope they respond. =\

[veni]

you dont know who it was? Obviously someone who knows how you feel by the looks of it....

[whisperingechos]

I think I know who it is now..