ill spread my wings and learn how to fly
so friday...i went to school, went to sonic with nick and took a nap. then mike and i watched saw. it was pretty ok. then i came home and ate dinner with my family and helped them finish packing. then they left to go camping. i picked up miss ashley and we went to target. i wanted to buy a shirt but couldnt find one i liked. i bought the kelly clarkson cd instead. so good. then we went to DM's house. its like love boys showed up. met alot of cool people. hopefully mike's friends like me. so we left there around one. then i went home and talked to mike on the phone till 230 then went to sleep.
saturday. i woke up at 7 and got ready for tuscon. tasha showed up at 830. mike picked us up at 930 cause he slept in. then we were off to tuscon. it was fun seeing mike's dancing skills. haha. hes so amazing. we got to the campgrounds at 1230ish. the first band was made in state or something like that. they sounded like they should be in napoleon dynomite. haha. pretty good tho. then the format. my first time seeing them sadly. they were really good. then we went in the back and sat and watched unwritten law. then taking back sunday. so good. adam had a shaved head. he moves like a dinosaur. haha. nate for the format sang part of a song with them. pretty sweet. tbs puts on a pretty good show. then it was jimmy eat world. also another first for me. very very awesome. they played sympothy. i love that song. then it was billy idol. things were so crazy during him so we had to get out of the front area. he is such a rockstar. it was amazing the performance he put on. really really really really good. i want to buy his new cd. then we left cause we were sleepy. the drive home didnt seemt hat long. tasha fell asleep. i didnt. pro right here. haha. mike dropped us off at my house and we got cleaned up then i went to mikes and tasha went to some other kids house. i ended up staying the night at his house. i dont know how im going to sleep tonight without him. :(
sunday. we set the alarm for 8 but stayed in bed till 1230. haha. then i came home and took a shower and went to the hospital where i said goodbye to my great grandpa. we were there for almost 5 hours. he went peacefully. im really glad i got to say goodbye. i dont feel so hurt by it now cause i know he heard me tell him i love him and i know he will be happier with his wife and my grandpa. ive realized ive experienced alot of death in my little lifetime. i think it makes me a stronger person. i only cried once through the whole thing. i was proud of myself. i saw my dad cry for the 2nd time. thats the worst. :( well we went to eat at top shelf and then i went to mike's and met his family and played with his little cousins. they were cute. now im home and i dont know how im going to sleep alone.