Implosion

[white_aria]

It's a shame I have made so many irreversible mistakes with the people I care about. It's a bigger shame that they won't forgive me, because it's become who I am to everyone, the way I've acted, overreacted, etc

Comments

[satinechaos]

Bethany, I just wanted you to know that even though sometimes I can be a bitch that is just my nature. I love you girl, you are an awesome artist and a great person to hang with. Your opinions are great and you are so ickle! ♥

[white_aria]

You aren't a bitch. I've known you what, 11 years? more? I understand your little quirks and all that shiz, so yeah, I don't see you as a bitch at all. Just Aimee.

And pyoom, and some shit...

[moi_meme_moite]

Beffa-babe...
I keep asking you if you're ok...

Stop acting like me...
If you're not, let me know when I ask.
Even if you weren't ok and you are at the time I ask, I wanna know.

[white_aria]

It usually is that I change my mood like that... I'm so sorry, but I know that you'll worry about me, and you've heard all of this before, so why make you cry again?

[aislin_the_elf]

Hey Bethany, I geuss I don't really know you that well, but you seem like an awesome person to me. In my opinion you should try talking to Jess. I don't think she's mad at you, she's more hurt, so if you feel bad about it, why don't you appologize? But I don't really know the situation, those are just my thoughts.

I do know that there are tons of ppl who care for you and don't think you're a bitch at all. They're worried about you.

Al

[white_aria]

Apologize? Sorry, what?!

I didn't do anything to her. She straight up told me she didn't want me to talk to her ever again. If I might be so bold, I had nothing to do with what she did to me. Idk, ask aimee about it... I'm tired of thinking about it....

And the worry... I'm positive that's just another reason for me to hate myself. I know what worry feels like, it's stupid, but I can't stop feeling this way. I wish I could, but... I can't.

[white_aria]

Pardon the bitchy first line of that comment. I meant it not to sound that way.