watev.

[white_boi_derek]

yea...i dont even know anymore.

i hate how confusing life can get.

i hate making decisions.
i'm famous for making the wrong ones.

i'm scared.
to death.
and my head is such a mess.

things are becoming more and more obvious...
and that too, is scaring me.

no matter what...
it's gonna hurt.
and i dont want it to.

i keep thinking it'll go away...
but it's not.

fuck.

Comments

[moomoogal87]

it'll be okay, derek.

-lauryn.

[mariariaria]

:[ are you ok derek?? sorry we haven't talked a lot lately. i wish we could... i really like this entry though. it sounds like a poem. ♥loveyou.

[nutsofthemarsh]

I LOVE YOU!!!!!

which is why i'm here for you through all of this! :)

everything will work out for the best, i promise