me & kyle broke up.

i feel soo fucking lost.

i miss him & i love him so much. it hurts. i can't stop crying. and i feel pathetic. and ugly. and worthless. i want him back. i'd do anything to have him back. but oh well.

so i'm here..

broken hearted. and a loser. :(

haha wow. last couple of days... GREAT pretty much ( Read more... )

i love kyle

more than anything.

& it sucks. cause i've never felt this way before ... it scares the shit out of me.

yesterday SUCKED. plain out sucked so much dick it wasn't funny. i slept like half the day. cried some. John got ALL pissed at me cause the phone rang & i didn't answer it; well he never answers the phone when its for me. soo psh. i wasn't gonna answer it. so he starts bitchin at me & throws something at me then slams my door. what the fuck dude? ( Read more... )

When I'm with him, I can go crazy. I get to act stupid. I get to be a little blonde, and still be okay with that. I can be anything I want to be. But most of all, I can be me. He said it himself, he's not in love with anyone else.

baby you make me wanna WAHOOO!

so i did end up going to kyles. yaaay. & let's just say i love him. more then anything. i've never ever felt like this in my life & i hope it never ever ends. :) haha but yea. landon is cool; i don't get why kyle is so mean to him. but hey; i can't stop that boy from being mean. i tried.

He was the kind of guy who ( Read more... )

nevermind..

not going to kyles.

this fucking sucks. i haven't seen him all break & i miss him so much :(

going to kyles; hopefully soon :)
update when i get home..

♥

christmas eve- went to aunt mistys like always. everyone was there. crystal got there EARLY this year and she was prepared... whoa can you say weird? we all hung out.. talked to Kari a bit. Ariel was being SOOO weird lol i think he was high or something. gave Uncle Mike his gummie worms. haha i got mom to get my food & everything and Uncle Robert ( Read more... )

uhmm.. today ( Read more... )