my dad thinks I am the one hope this family has and you know how I hate to disapoint. I want to escape ( Read more... )

Well I tried to make it Sunday ( Read more... )

Its not jealousy like envy is jealousy, its perhaps coveting. Coveting a situation but not the person in the situation. I'm not interested in him, i'm interested in the chemistry. I want someone who I so obviously belong with like that... but the people i belong with are never so overwhelming or blatantly in love. You get what you are, or maybe you ( Read more... )

i was thinking more along the lines of that chick from ravenclaw


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Please could you stay awhile to share my grief ( Read more... )

I've been online since 5 trying to fingure out what to do for my online course, i think I just did everything but time will tell whether or not it was done right and all that jazz. My eyes hurt and I'm tired but I've been up since 3 and I can't sleep. My chest hurts and I don't know why. I have off today but its going to suck, the families up, i ( Read more... )

White_lie is distressed. If it's not one thing, it's another. Your life is a pitiful wreck, and it's all you ever write about. Why don't you at least make up a happy story for once. Your friends would appreciate that. brought to you by interim32. wanna know your lj's moodring color? enter your user name and hit the ( Read more... )

the other day I drove by Nanny's old house. Pulled in across the street and turned around. That sickly yellow house turned sideways and the porch with the wooden paneling inside and I wounder if the owl is still there, i could see from the road, the owl that she kept her key in.I don't know why I went. I was really early and I just thought- well ( Read more... )

alright so i'm new at this optimist thing, cut me a break. Here's how I'm going to try to start everyday this week, notice how we're only doing this one day, one week at a time. Nothing with too much pressure. Weening myself off the pessimism lol. anyway, as i was saying. I'm going to try to start the day as best I can be as productive as I can, ( Read more... )

heres the deal: I absolutly refuse to be depressed and or sad in any way simply because I'm reading entry after entry and everyone thinks their life is horrible and blah blah blah. Whatever. I refuse to join the club. Being depressed got old real fast ( Read more... )