Only plan for today was Dad was gunna pick me up at 1... we were prolly gunna go back to his house n chill. *Sigh* The one time no one calls me in the morning AND I forget to set my alarm... was the one time I actually need to get up. And WANG calling in the middle of the night twice, jus to scream in my ear n hang up... does not count. Well I woke ( Read more... )

So I know I always say this... but I really really don't feel like writing right now. But decided it might be good to at least get a lil of this "agression, anger, depression" out.

After the last entry... I tried to figure out a plan for the day... Jensen got online n I asked him if he wanted to chill, he said no partly cuz he was upset, partly cuz ( Read more... )

Didn't ever hear from Jensen yesterday... Finally figured out that I was gunna chill with Heidi, walk up at Denny's around 6... so we could have Mom take us up to Jenelle's as soon as she got off work... Mom wanted to see the kittens n Jenelle had told me they'd be there prolly around 5 so i was hopin they'd stay for a lil bit so we could see them ( Read more... )

~*Gunna work backwards here i s'pose.*~

Ricky's home... tomorrow he's packin up n leavin for school the next day. After that I guess we might be able to talk more.. maybe... well he'll have his new computer on all the time n he'll actually be allowed to use his celly again. I jus got done talkin to him for a while online... at first we didn't talk ( Read more... )

Jason's On His Way To Come Pick Me Up... I'm Headin Over To His House To Kick It For A While... Toft's Showin Up Around 5 I Guess, n Then Mom's Pickin Me Up Around 6 Or 6:30 After She Gets Off Work. I'll Be Home For A Few Hours During Which Time I'll Force Myself To Update This Journal And Attempt To E-Mail My Dad Again. Around 9 I'll Hopefully Be ( Read more... )

So I Guess I Get One Of My Kitties Back.. I Had Whisper For Like 10 Years, n Gracie For Prolly Bout 5.. Then When We Moved We Left Them There With Richard. Well Today Mom Says Richard Doesn't Want Em Anymore N She Asked Me If I Want One Of Them... As If She Doesn't Know What I'm Gunna Say To That LOL. So I Guess Mom Chose Gracie Since Whisper Was ( Read more... )

Your Name: Mary Smith

Age:16

Birthday: June 24th, 1988

~*FaVoRiTeS*~

Number: 9, 27, 13

Color: Purple, Red, Deep Blue

Car: Dodge Durango

Season: Fall n Summer

Holiday: Hmmmm Does My Birthday Count? Hehe Then It's Summer n Summer Always Brings Those Nice Lil Surprises To Your Doorstep... *Or Pool... Whatever, Ya Know* LOL

Month: October n June

Day Of ( Read more... )

So the other night while I was at Alaina's... my phone rang... David. He asked if i wanted to have Sara do my tongue the next day *Saturday*. I told him no cuz I wouldn't have the money by then... after i hung up I realized I also had to work for Jim that day too so it was a good thing I said no. Well now it's Sunday, n Sara left this morning for ( Read more... )

.. Raisonette wannabe's, 'Anywhere But Here', white speckles of paint on my arms

.. The afore mentioned movie, Mom n Jim talkin in the living room

.. Chocolate, nail polish remover

.. Scared, tired, worried, blah...

.. That Ricky will randomly knock on my door n let me jump into his arms... makin me the happiest ever......

.... ever ( Read more... )