Lifes complicated.....
loss of controle
pictures
from used concer (car ride home) from los vegas and hebrew school!!!
and a poem
Jew school
jareddd
jared peirced his tounge!
elo mama!!!
courtny!!
falling asleep
Used concer!! mashing crazyness road trip BEEING MOONED LIKE AMILLION TIMES seeing hott asss guys!!
( I'll be right in you bed babe remember what you said to me Ill be you James Dean you'll be my Sweet Queen, I said that you were my first but you weren't even close know, like a break in a movie your just one of many)
aww shes sleeping
Strained in......
Scars, running along
among other things
arms, legs, friends
endless to failure
Seeing, feeling envy
Both of you
loose me, plenty
many times, off
Numb by your romance
Dialing, a busy tone
Brushing your hair back
Assorted feelings
Me, smittened
Poisened with-in
Slow down
move on
My flamible heart
Will fall apart
As i start to see
Red, broken things
Light red, hazy
sparking fate
fades like my
radio
Shifting, heart ach
quitly so lonly
among all other things
forever,begging,bleeding
left empty
Moments, speeding trains
racing me
swalowing hole
forget this
I never new
seeing, colorless life
timed, ticked away
Smashing down,
Sounds, used to tell
Addicated to energy
loss, is not exepted
Judged, so much more
then feelings
shaking, wondering
pleed
me inisent
of my life
fouled out
digging, deeper
How can this happen
to me
blinded, to see
All,Full,Hate
****goshh nothing is looking good for me*****
sammy and i went shopping and i felt a little better.