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[white_tora]

i'm thinking of leaving lj for a while. mostly mine. i would still check in every now and then to see a picture or post here and there, but i am tried of trying to keep a journal on my own and having to try and get people to talk to me by the use of exposing myself to all who know me here. if you all where really my friends you wouldn't wait for me

Comments

[eameitiac]

You suck :(

[white_tora]

sorry but your comment is a bit vauge and i dont know if you are angry at the fact i'm not going to be posting thing or at the fact that i think that way. either way, sorry.

[eameitiac]

I was just joking actually. Nevermind.

[white_tora]

oh sorry, that is one reason i don't like online as much, you can't hear the tone in peoples voice

[baddonkey]

I’m sad to hear you feel this way. you should be able to trust your friends, but unfortunately experience has shown both of us that trusting people just isn’t always safe. I’m sorry you don’t feel like posting anymore, but if you don’t feel like it is right then no one is making you. I have tried to ask you when I thought you needed someone to talk to, and I have not lied to you once. in turn, you have been very open with me when I needed to talk to someone and I really appreciate that. sometimes, I am so confused because I really have no idea whether I am helping you by caring enough to be honest with you or if I am just annoying you by not leaving you alone. you’re right to believe that real friends should come to you if they are concerned and you shouldn’t feel confined to exploding online in order to be heard. sadly, the real world sucks, and things are rarely what they should be. once again, if you need to talk you can always call me. oh yeah, and way to contradict yourself silly.

[white_tora]

to me it just seems a bit silly to put your self on display through the use of a internet sight where your words can only be taken my their literal meaning and no one can really see you as you say them or hear the tones you use, that is what speach is really about if you think about it.
still i thank you for your kindness to ask about me and to talk with me. in some ways it is aggrivating the topics we must discuss but it is a relief that someone will talk about those things even if they are uncomfortable or aggrivating.
of course i contradicted myself, i always do that in some way or another

[caterinadavinci]

That's why I use LJ simply as a way to remember things, and to start silly conversations.
It is rarely useful as a form of communication, but tremendously so when one wants a little bit of entertainment.

[eameitiac]

hahaha I agree

[white_tora]

i tried for the entertaiment facort and a help factor such as opinions on cretivity or homework but no much respons was given to me on those so i duno, it just sort of seems like a silly thing for me to be sitting on my butt doing when there is so much else going on