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Jul 25, 2015 16:42

Well, the good news is I don't have arthritis. Said news was met with a lot of what? really?? and a bunch of relief, followed by a healthy dose of what the hell. I have no idea what's going on with my hands. 8|

But we've checked bones, and they're fine. (They are, in fact, exceedingly healthy. Huzzah.) We've checked tendons and they're fine ( Read more... )

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reverancepavane July 26 2015, 00:49:20 UTC
Good luck getting your life in order.

With me they knew something was wrong but couldn't work out what (after all blood shouldn't just clot on its own). It wasn't until they noticed I was slowing down and sent me to the arthritis clinic a couple of years later that they saw the start of the arthritis. It took years (over a decade) for the inflammation markers to reach the level where they could actually prescribe useful drugs for me, despite the arthritis heavily deforming my joints (especially hands). And a smart doctor to realise it was psoriatic, despite the fact that I had never had psoriasis (which puts me in the far less than 1% category). But without that physical deformation it would have been impossible for me to convince any doctor that it wasn't my imagination. I pity the hoops the CFS and fibromyalgia people (although it is better now than it was).

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whiteadelphi July 29 2015, 07:40:04 UTC
Thanks.

That sounds like a lot of painful hoops to jump through and, sadly, what I've come to expect of the health profession in general. To be fair, if they start taking anything but the most basic tests on things they tend to get hauled before the review board for it, but that doesn't help the bunch of us who have issues that can't easily be pigeonholed. Psoriasis is so rare, and I'm sorry you have it.

It took six years of a doctor saying "There's nothing wrong with you, it's probably your imagination and you just need to lose some weight" before a relief doctor finally worked out I had cancer, so. The prejudice of doctors to assume patients are exaggerating or just a victim of the most obvious thing is really problematic.

tl;dr I really hope it's not fibromyalgia, just on the basis that I can see that not getting diagnosed for far too long, if ever.

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reverancepavane July 29 2015, 19:49:07 UTC
Plus they get their tendency to see zebras everywhere when they hear hoofbeats is firmly beaten out of them in med school. Which is a problem when you actually are dealing with zebras.

It doesn't help that the specialties doesn't talk to each other. For example, from rheumatology I know that metabolic failure is a characteristic of psoriatic arthritis. But most endocrinologists and dermatologists don't because it was published in an rheumatology journal (which admittedly generally covers the severe chronic forms of the disease). That's caused problems from at least one acquaintance who keeps being pushed into diabetic management for these failures when she is not actually diabetic).

[Then again girl and overweight. Who is going to listen to her in the first place?]

Then again I've got the advantage that I've worked with medical directors (who know they're god) so a registrar doesn't scare me at all. Plus the "former occupation" of medical physicist automatically confers fellowship (even if it really shouldn't). Although I did ( ... )

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jane_drew_ July 28 2015, 02:45:17 UTC
It sounds like you have an excellent plan for moving forward! Glad that you were able to have a good conversation with UG about decisions and the reasons for them.

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whiteadelphi July 28 2015, 14:28:41 UTC
Now all I have to do is not backslide and go "wait I take it back!" and huddle in my blanket fort forever...!

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whiteadelphi August 9 2015, 19:49:08 UTC
Thanks :)

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kokoronagomu September 3 2015, 15:07:20 UTC
here i was bugging you and it took this long to comment... stuff happens like losing a close family member and taking care of my daughter and her babies after she had her gallbladder removed... but i haven't forgotten and finally a few minutes before i have to be 'granny daycare' and have babies thrust upon me, i can respond. lol

sometimes it's easier but not better having someone to catch you and hold you up, those self-determination muscles atrophy and so does independence, your choice might be challenging but probably for the best... i applaud you and cheer you on and hope all the best for you. sending out positive and encouraging vibes from the other side of the globe }}}}}{{{{{ they say that vibrations pass through solids better than through air so hopefully you'll feel them. =) your friends are rooting for you and would love to have occasional reports of your progress and struggles so we can praise and encourage you so keep in touch. love ya and sending hugs too!
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whiteadelphi September 8 2015, 04:53:57 UTC
Sounds like things have been rough lately for you. I'm sorry to hear that.

I kind of fell off the map after promising to come back here more often! It's kind of like-- nope, I still have nothing interesting to talk about, and I don't want to bog everyone down with long rambling thoughts on depression, because that gets so tiring after a while. e_e But yes, I'll come back here when I try and work things through and I'm not too far away. Thanks for the well-wishes :)

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kokoronagomu September 8 2015, 12:57:09 UTC
if you need to vent or just talk, although i might not be able to respond right away all the time, i'm available to listen and give you a pat if you need it. even if you don't take my offer, it's good sometimes to talk things out because it give you a different perspective and helps you step back and look at your feelings and problems from a little distance. *hugs*

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