I feel waay too moderate, my body is being pulled by both extremes of a positive and negative atmosphere and it scares me.

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i need to find a career where i can be isolated. im a social butterfly, but when it comes to higher officials i absolutely cannot stand the lack of power i feel. therefore, i must figure out what i am doing in life that fits with my ever complicated personality ( Read more... )

I don’t understand why I am expected to be moderate among humyn? I don’t understand why I am constantly ridiculed by people that should be most supportive. my outbreaks of affection or in their words "attention/ bipolar" are merely another piece of the puzzle I am. In order for me to be real I must deal with my difficult puzzle instead of faking an ( Read more... )

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I have decided that in order to open up new doors I need to close old ones, all of these pictures are of a past that needs to be cut, I’ve accepted that trying to maintain relationships is mutually exclusive with immaturity, so… as I leave for England I leave behind all the bullshit that people describe as logic and I take with me the knowledge of ( Read more... )

how the fuck do you play spades and hearts and free cell?? im such a smart person but when it comes to this shit i just cant get it. it took forever to teach me the simplicity of poker!! help me!! im so frustrated!

you are all fucking insane.

i will now be a siptisist, goodbye.

excuse me, solipsism

I miss tuscon already.
I miss the social acceptance.
I hate mesa more than I can even express.
I miss boy - so amazing
i miss drunk poker and moose nuts.
i miss making out with sarah JAGER - gauger
I love feeling complete yet growing.
i miss sleeping with the terrorist. no really.

overall, im so happy.

i miss simplicity

"humans are innately inhumane witch explains much of the misery and suffering in the world ( Read more... )