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job hunting
I've been applying for jobs for a few weeks now. It's ridiculous how hard it is to find a job. I hope I won't have to drain my savings to keep up with bills and I will be able to find something.
Note to self dontcompareyourlifetoyoungerpeopledontcompareyourlife.
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My brothers Mormon mission has been delayed a few weeks. His last day of work he injured his knee after falling on the skate floor while being a floor guard for the other roller bladers ( Read more... ) -
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I want this dysfunctional year to be over with. I had a very difficult conversation with my neighborhood friend ( Read more... ) -
attraction exhausts
Theres so many painful and complicated things attached to romance and attraction, dating, lust, companionship, love etc. It would be very freeing to not have those deeply ingrained impulses for a while ( Read more... ) -
thinking again
it feels terrible to ration the amount of love we naturally feel and would otherwise freely act upon -
you, by the minute
i lift my dinner fork
you shuffle your napkin
parting its petals
i spend
words and hours
causual hours that would have else
been spent alone here
we walk in the cold and you tell me
you feel the fading
of you, between work
home,
and everyone else.
your fleshy hand raised
up against the rest of your life.
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married in the temple
yes she did climb trees ( Read more... ) -
early day...
I've started an online dream journal to track my dreams and also my flashbacks of dreams. I am hoping that if I take the time to think about the dreams that I am having flashbacks about, that it will eventually start happening less and less ( Read more... ) -
dc gay marriage
I'm attempting to write a letter to congress about deciding on whether or not gay marriage should be legal in DC ( Read more... ) -
you, uncradled
society is a beautiful woman ( Read more... )