[FIC] Wish
Title : Wish
Author: me
Ratting: safe..
Genre : angst, romance.
Pairing: ryoda, ueda/oc just a little..
First time I’m writing angst. Is it true this genre is angst?? Please tell me..
It’s not bettaed .. So gomen if my English bad..
Comments are love..
“IT’S ENOUGH NISHIKIDO, I’m bored HEAR ALL OF YOUR INSULTS. Just leave me alone…” shout ueda angry.
Ryo keep staring at him.
It is not an insult hime....
“ I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE.. DON’T STARE AT ME LIKE THAT, I DON’T NEED YOUR SYMPHATY…I CAN SOLVE MY PROBLEM ALONE” shout ueda again.
“But hime…”
“STOP CALLING ME HIME its UEDA…. REMEMBER THAT.., and just LEAVE ME ALONE…” scream ueda frustrated near to cry.
Ryo walked away.
Do you really hate me so much hime??
Am I can’t help you??
I just care about you...
I’m really care and just want to help all of your problem
Can’t you trust me hime?? I just want to take care of you..
Ryo sigh..He failed to help him again. Its not that hime can’t solve his problem alone, he believe hime is grown enough to solve a lot of his problems but he just want to help him, he doesn’t want to see hime frustrated like that.
In his point of view hime is really weak, he always cries if he has a big problem and doesn’t know what to do. He really want to help him, but every times he tries to help him, hime will shout and angry like that. He said that ryo just want to moke him.
Ryo doesn’t know why hime always looks bad at him. Okay maybe his word to him in their past is really hard and hurt him, but it’s all because he care about him. He never thinks to hurt him.
Why you never believe me hime?
I never try to hurt you..i just want to help you..
How can I hurt my precious person??
Ryo stop walking. He stares to his hime again. Hime is crying.
Ne..hime can I hug you to make you comfort ?
To tell that im here beside you
You are never alone hime...
Ryo is walking to ueda again. He can’t stand to see his hime like that.
“WHY YOU NEVER HEAR ME NISHIKIDO. IT’S NONE OF YOUR BUSSINESS. I’M OK. I DON’T NEED ANYTHING….” Scream ueda angry
If hug is too much, can I just sit beside you hime..??
Please just this time..hime..
Its hurt to see you like this..
“I will ask maru to come here. So you can tell your entire problem and fell better” said ryo finally give up run.
Ueda stop crying. He realizes that he is too cruel to ryo. But he can’t control himself now, his head really hurt to think all of his problems. He also doesn’t know again what to do. He just need alone and take a rest.
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Ryo look at the kat-tun’s dressing room.
He sees his hime finally smile. He tells something to maru cheerfully. Ryo smiles too. It’s good his hime back to normal again. His hime is prettier if he smiles a lot like that.
If I can be like maru for you, hime..
If I can make you smile and forget your problem too like him..
“ Nishikido” said ueda when he realize that ryo look at him.
He smiles and goes to him.
“Thanks for telling maru and bring him here so I can tell my problem, I fell better now… and.. I’m sorry if I have talked a cruel thing to you. I’m really confused at that time” said ueda smile.
“Its OK hime..I mean ueda. You’re welcome” replied ryo smile. He then wants to leave the dressing room.
“NISHIKIDO..” shout ueda suddenly.
Ryo stop and look at him.
“Its OK you called me hime..even I prefer tatchan or tatsuya as my nickname. Wish all the best for you nishikido” smile ueda back talked to maru again.
If I can wish something..
I wish I become maru so I can make you smile hime..
I’ll really happy if that come true even just for a second..
Ryo sigh but smile then.
At least he doesn’t hate me now..
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This month is really the best for ryo. He and his hime finally became friend, hime also really cheerful this month. He look like hasn’t any problem at all. And the best is he will have a dinner with hime tonight.
He looks at the mirror for hundred times to check that he is perfect for the dinner. He will tell everything tonight. Tell hime that he is the precious thing he has. To confess to him, he even bought a silver ring for hime. Hope he will accept it.
He smiles when hime sent a message to him; tell him that he is ready to go.
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Ueda smile when ryo arrive to pick him up.
“Wait a moment.. ne ryo ?“ asked ueda. Ryo nodded and come out from the car. He sees maru then, ready to go too.
“Is it ok if my friends come along too? “Ask ueda again.
Ryo nodded. Its just maru, he has koki and he think maru can give him time to confess to hime. He knows maru is a kind person.
Ryo just want to enter the car when the girl come and kiss his hime cheek..
“ Gomen ne tatchan..I’m late.. There is a little problem “said him cutely.
Ueda hug him happy. “Its OK hime “said him smile.
Ryo blink. He gripped the ring in his pocket, shock. He like want to cry at that moment. He hopes it’s just a nightmare. Just one step again he can confess to him. Just a moment again he can always in his side. But….
Ryo look at the couple in front of him. They really look happy.
Hime call her hime? It’s so funny he think. It is his nickname for ueda.
Ryo fell like died at that moment..
Ne..hime. You know how hurt I’m when see you like this??
I really hate that girl hime…
But I hate myself more because can’t make you happy like her did..
I’m so happy you find the person that can make your day.
I wish you will get the happiness with her..
But hime…
Is it OK if im crying hime?? Just for this time??...
And Tears coming down from ryo eyes…
Its end…I know it’s bad.. But give me comment please.
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