and we must go on with it. Though reality sets in and we sometimes want to turn our faces from the horrific sight of the truth, we eventually learn to cope with and move on. This is what makes us strong. I had some insight today. Things die, if they didn't it would be unnatural. Though it's a crude awakening to life, it happens and it determines ( Read more... )

And moving on. Im stronger than this. Ive never felt like being single is such a down grade b/c it's really not. I guess right now Im just heartbroken. 5 months is a long time for somebody who has only had 2 real boyfriends. Im a bit confused on where I go from here, but Im sure with time Ill figure it out. It was hard for me to sit here and say ok ( Read more... )

Everything dies this time of year. Its all over anything that is important always dies. I don't want it to die, ever. Tomorrow is the anniversary of my grandpas death. Relationships are dead. Everything is gone. I don't want things to die I want it to be like they were. I want everything to be fine. I want you to be here with me, not gone. I miss ( Read more... )

Im sooo fat now! I hate how Thanksgiving gives me a reason to eat my weight over and over again. Well, thanksgiving was ok, for the circumstances... As long as I didn't speak I was ok. Really, I didn't say more than like 2 words the whole night, my mom got mad at me afterwards because she said I was rude, I know I was, but I honestly didn't have ( Read more... )

God got a day of rest. Hellelujah(sp?)No school for the next 5 days. Great! well today was good. Kris is helping me with my Power Point presentation for World History which has been due since like 50 yrs. Thank you sooo much kris, ill call you so we can get it done. Umm afterschool we had our OAP meeting and read through everything. That was fun. ( Read more... )

Megan's not doing good at all ( Read more... )

Bad combination. The Holidays are supposed to be about love and family and friends. Well, I've decided that you don't have to like everyone you work with but you do have to respect them as a person. So though there are some people that I don't like, I will work with them just so that we can get through this year and One Act ( Read more... )

Today, so far, was sooo much fun. First I got up at the ass crack of dawn to meet everyone for breakfast and to see Brian, that sexy beast... That was great. Then we went to Americas and Laken and I performed our duet and he wrote notes, which was great, theres always room for improvement. Then Caitlin taught Jamie and I how to drive. Jamie already ( Read more... )

Today wasn't exactly my ideal day. Yeah I had fun at woodsock which by the way Justin, Brandy and Allyson did an awesome job, y'all should have won in my eyes...damn usher... he always wins crap. Anyways, so, like I mentioned today wasn't the greatest. There's a person I am really close to. Some things happened and now it's not the same. In a ( Read more... )

FIRST PLACE BABY! YES! STATE QUALIFIED! GO ME AND LAKEN! WOOP WOOP! OH MAN, THIS IS WAY TOO COOL! I CAN'T BELIEVE I DIDN'T STAY FOR THE AWARDS, DAMN ME...BUT STILL IT DOESN'T MATTER BECAUSE WE TOOK THAT SHIT! YES! YES! O MAN! WOW ( Read more... )