X Boyfriends are so stupid!

I cant believe i actually did it ...yesterday i told Nathan B that i like _ and he didnt take the news too well... He tried to beg me to like him and go back out with him, so i said that i just wanted to be friends... then todayi told him that if _ were to ask me out that i would say yes, THEN he really flipped and said some really mean things to ( Read more... )

well... im not really pissed off at boys in general anymore, actually right now i only dislike 2 of them and thats bc one of them wont leave me alone and has a problem with me moving on and the other wont get over it and grow up... i wish some boys werent so shy and i wish others would ask somebody else to hold them when their scared ... haha most ( Read more... )

life= strangeness ... why is it that there is an ongoing cycle, where the same guy lies over and over and over again for like 3 years and im still stupid enough to believe him... what the heck? ...or when you think your breaking the cycle by going out with some other guy, but hes doing the exact same thing! i hate boys ... theyre stupid ... ew but ( Read more... )

wow! today was good ... got ta spend time with emilie ... which was needed ... and also ethan ... which was interesting ...too many thoughts in my head to put into words ... oh and i got a cell ... comment if you want the number ... most of you should already have it... anyway ethan- most recent boy on my plate... not sure if i should go for him or ( Read more... )

Q & A im so tired of this ( Read more... )

dude ... life is just so nuts ... im gettin a new board for christmas from my guitarplayer ... that is great ... and im in a good mood all of the time ... and stuff is cool ... and if it werent for brandon i wouldnt have met 3 way awsome ppl ... and that is good too... ive passed all finals so far YES! and i still have robert clay's belt visaversa ( Read more... )

Im in such a bad mood after hearing some rumers about me ... All of my life is bull ... i dont care anymore and i give up...i can get whatever guy i want ... why am i wasting my time? anyway ... i htink ima pull a kristin and go 5 hours up ... or at least go out with seth from san marcos who ive had the hugest crush on since 4th grade... seriously ( Read more... )

Me and Brandon are "official" i suppose you could say, and the best part is how sweet he is... AND he said i could still go with Em on friday, and i can still go meet up with Ethan, as long as i dont "cheat" on him cause he trusts me and says he likes me alot... he says "we just click" and im the only girl that hes ever REALLY REALLY "clicked" with ( Read more... )

I have the serious craving to change someones life ... its totally NUTS ... mmmm ... I jsut wanna rock someones world... i want the to have a major emotional and spiritual revelation... I want someone to just look me in the eyes and be like "holy shit whitney just fulfilled my soul" that would be soooo awsome ... hahaha i know im nuts, but its my ( Read more... )