well today was a shoker things were said that i thought were never true. its weird like three weeks ago i was talking to my mom about something and today it happend my mom was al what the hell you like told me the future haha. i dunno maybe i just have good insticts. well i didnt get to see justin today and it sucked. i miss him so much and i only ( Read more... )

eben though Justin doesnt have a livejournal i know he would be the one i want to marry. i love him so much we are going so well and we dont have anymore problems its sooooooo awesome.

my life is going so good. i have found the perfect guy. i know every girl says that about there new boyfriend but know one will ever know how i feel for Justin besides me. But Clarissa was right i have to say she is always right. I was going to make new friends in high scool and find that special guy that will treat me good. I have. I am the most ( Read more... )

So far this week has sucked and today was the only day i got to see Shain and I wont see him until Friday and thats if I see him then. Friday will be ou two week mark and then I can really call him my boyfriend. Im starting to like him a lot. I dont love hime yet like most teenage girls say you love someone the first week you go out. And yes I have ( Read more... )

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Today was soo bad. Like I heard all this stuff about shain and it was really upsetting and bad. The stuff I heard was really bad and I was in tears like for an hour on the phone with Clarissa. She such a good friend. She listens to my shit and helps alot. I am still with Shain. I was going to breaak up with him but I relized how much I like him ( Read more... )

Well i got my jouranl fixed. Its bad ass now!! Thanx Clarissa for helping me<33 I dont know what I would do in life if I didnt have you! Well I'm going back out with Shain and I think its goin g to work this time. Love stars with friends, grows with relationship, builds to love then your are everlasting. I finally think I doing something right for ( Read more... )

This past couple weeks were pretty tough. Things at home arent going good at all. I got this quote on e-mail and it was like really touching to me. "If GOD brings it to you he helps you through it" when i read this everything was going wrong in my life and now i look at it all as a challenge and i will get through whatever comes my way. Yes itll be ( Read more... )

omg my dad went to florida and i had to stay here i really wanted to go with him but no i had to stay. im staying on a boat with my grandpa in ventura harbor so i have to get up really early for school.

Today i didnt go to school. I slept in it was so fun. I sat around all day and did nothing and the best part about it all my dad didnt find out. Well im really tired even though i got to sleep all day. <3 ( Read more... )