I got in an argument with my mom last night about how rent in this town is going to cost more than i make, and i'm trying to save up money, and I want to be out of here in 3 weeks. She wants me to move into town because she thinks it'll be good for me to understand the cost of living, even though she's going to have to pay, like, more than half my ( Read more... )

Snowed in ( Read more... )

Got a job ( Read more... )

i miss my music.
anyone know where to get free mp3s without downloading a filesharing program?

jim beam, come to my rescue.

jesus h christ the whole fucking world is paired off into happy mature couples. god, why do i think i fucking need someone so much? i guess it's because that would be some sort of direction at all, a feeling of stability, someone to talk to, a single fucking person that i could know and trust and feel comfortable with on the entire fucking planet. ( Read more... )

i'm feeling pretty lame and un-metal right now.

what am I doing? I'm in the coldest goddamn part of this country, apart from the mountains in colorado and maine! trap! trap! trap! FUCK! why am I so fucking lazy when I stay at people's houses who have food that aren't communal living houses who mark all their food?FUCK! what the fuck am I doing? i'm spending all my money on cigarettes and ( Read more... )

So, my mom just had to LIE to her boyfriend and say that I didn't get my bus pass today because she was here and could drive me around. THIS IS FUCKING RIDICULOUS! I filled out 12 apps and made a resume today, HE IS A FUCKED UP CONTROLLING FAT BASTARD! He needs to go eat some more and have a fucking heart attack in the chickencoop and his last ( Read more... )

Ok, so one night a while back I was being an insomniac and I wrote this thing that I was going to put in my journal, but then thought the next day was uninteligable babble. Last night I went over it again, and it made sense, and I was wondering if anyone had similar feelings. I know no one reads my journal, but if you read this, please give me ( Read more... )