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i appologize for my boring updates. this was a terrible weekend. and i cant sleep.
A LIL INFO ON ME
• * • I N F O R M A T I O N • * •
Name: Emily
Single or taken: taken
Sex: im a little bit of both;)
Birthday: 10-30-84
Sign: Scorpio
Hair color: um...naturally blonde-ish. right now its orange-ish
Eye color: green
Height: 5'11
• * • R E L A T I O N S H I P S • * •
Who are your best friends? Luisa, Christine, Ricky and my brother
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes
• * • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • * •
Where is your favorite place to shop: hmmm...im a big fan of TJ Maxx (so cheap!) and Salvation Army
• * • S P E C I F I C S • * •
Do you do drugs?: umm...cant say that i dont. but il say i havent in awhile.
What kind of shampoo do you use?: Garniea Fructis (or something)
What are you most scared of?: loss of memory and millipedes
What are you listening to right now?: Poker on TV
Who is the last person that called you?: Ricky
Where do you want to get married?: Outside somewhere
How many buddies are online right now?: 11
• * • F A V O R I T E S • * •
Color: green
Food: Chicago style hot dogs and any kid of vegetable (yes, im serious). Right now im on a big Edimame kick
Boys names: Tirus and Vincent
Girls names: Julia and Wednesday (or any other name you would find on a calendar). At work today I was thinking about naming my kids Wednesday and Pugsley
Subjects in school: art...besides that I like Anthropology, Humanities, Sociology, and Philosophy.
• * • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • * •
Given anyone a bath?: Yes
Smoked?: Yes
Bungee jumped?: No
Made yourself throw up?: Yes
Skinny dipped?: So many times...
Ever been in love?: Yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yes
Cried when someone died? Yes
Lied: Yes
Fallen for your best friend?: Hahahaha...oh man. Christine, I fell for you a little bit. Youre the only one who would understand that. Besides you, I feel for Chris pretty hard. He used to be one of my best friends.
Been rejected?: Yea, I was a goofy lookin kid
Rejected someone?: Yes
Used someone?: No
Done something you regret?: Yes
• * • C U R R E N T • * •
Clothes: Jeans and my vintage Alaska Tshirt. Represent
Make-up: None
Annoyance: This chair is wood and not very comfortable
Smell: Red currant and Thyme lotion
Desktop picture: a black lab
Book you're reading: A German Requiem
DVD in player: Almost, Round 3
• * • L A S T | P E R S O N • * •
You touched: Luisa
Hugged: Ricky
You imed: Angsty
You yelled at: my Dad
• * • A R E | Y O U • * •
Understanding: I try to be
Open-minded: Very much so
Arrogant: I dont think its possible.
Insecure: Very much but im getting a lot better
Random: Im painfully random
Hungry: No...I ate too much. Superbowl Sunday is the fattest day of the year for Americans. So to celebrate, I bought a chocolate cake and Mike and Ikes
Smart: In a way that probably wont get me far in life
Moody: I never thought so but im realizing now that I REALLY am
Hard working: if I set my mind to it im a hard worker. Im best at manual labor. I dont work hard at school or anything like that thouhg
Organized: I am the most unorganized person in the world. Its terrible.
Healthy: Besides the whole drinking, smoking, drug-ing, non-exercising thing, im really healthy
Shy: Until I get to know someone, or if im sober
Difficult: VERY
Attractive: I think so. Not in the terrible, I like to stare at myself in the mirror and brush my hair 100 times, way. But I think im hot shit. On the other hand, I have a terrible self image. So I guess it just depends.
Bored easily: yes but I am also really good at amusing myself
Obsessed: Yes. If I find something I like it makes up 100% of my thoughts
Angry: Only sometimes, and in my dreams im vicious. I had a dream I beat up a guy so badly his leg was falling off about a week ago.
Sad: More than I would like to be but I dont think I can help that. Who knows.
Happy: I dont know. Certain things in my life make me happy..
Hyper: Occasionally
Trusting: No
• * • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • * •
Kill: A zombie. Theyre already dead and they really dont fight back so I would love to just go to town on a room full of zombies.
Talk to offline: Huh? I guess Grace
Talk to online: Id like to cyber with Jenna Jameson. She probably would type some hot shit, hahaha.
• * • R A N D O M • * •
In the morning I am: Terrible to deal with...especially if you wake me up
All you need is: Love and paint
Love is: Great but at the same time frustrating and complicated
I dream about: Violence
Sexual preference: um...whatever does it for me. I like guys that are confident and unique and know how to REALLY have sex passionately. Girls...I like real boobies and curves and lots of layers to be taken off slowly. I like girls who are boy-ish, with great style. I just like sex.
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Movement...like how we move together, and breathing
• * • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • * •
Coke or Pepsi: Coke
Flowers or candy: Flowers
Tall or short: my height or shorter...tall totally doesnt do it for me, which is odd since im a tall girl.
• * • W H O • * •
Makes you laugh the most: Chris, Betsy, Christine, Luisa, Max, my mom, Ricky (when hes in a good mood)
Makes you smile: Amanda:) and my little brother and sister
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Ricky (still) and Chad (I hate to admit it) and Ann (dont tell Amanda but I love Ann)
• * • D O | Y O U | E V E R • * •
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: No
Save conversations: No
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Not really wish...I guess you could say I like to associate with the opposit sex. But no, I dont think id really WANT to be a guy
Wish you were younger? No
Cry because someone said something to you? All the time...im sensitive
• * • N U M B E R • * •
Of times I have had my heart broken: hmm...never i guess. Its been cracked a bit, but never broken
Of hearts I have broken: I dont think I have really hurt anyone severely
Of guys I've kissed: Oh man...probably like 60
Of girls I've kissed: umm...like 3 or 4
Of CD's I own: A lot but not a shit load
Of scars on my body: Ha...i was a crazy kid. Im all scarred up
Of things that I regret: Lots
• * • Y O U R | T H O U G H T S • * •
I know: I should be sleeping
I want: To change little teeny things about Ricky. Not for selfish reasons, but just to make our relationship easier. I want him to have a new job. I want more money. I want patience and understanding
I have: Amazing people in my life. Ive had to kick a lot of the shitty ones out.
I hate: Seeing people you love hurt or in trouble and knowing nothing you can do will change it
I hear: Just the clicking of keys and the ticking of the clock
I search: For some kind of understanding and my book...I lost it yesterday
I wonder: TOO MUCH SHIT TO EVEN BE ABLE TO SLEEP AT NIGHT
I love: My family, Ricky, my friends, good books, making art, Chicago, and dreaming.