I woke up super early today to finish my history paper that is due at 9:30, so I wake up and I'm just chilling in bed typing away when I hear my mom yell "GOD DAMN" so I was like .. hmm weird.. so I get out of bed and asked her what the deal was and she opens the front door. And I saw it. The god damn shit falling from the sky. She told me not to ( Read more... )

I hate working, especially at Borders. I used to love it, but lately we've been so understaffed because we haven't been hitting our goals that 8 hour shifts are worse than getting teeth pulled. And I'm the queen of having teeth pulled ( Read more... )

Last night Ov and I had another blow up. I don't know what is sparking these, but last nights was the worst. I did somethings I'm definitely not proud of but we're working to make things better. Today was great though because he didn't work til 5:30 so we got to spend some good time together. I bought a new curling iron and I think I'm going to ( Read more... )

I'm an absolute mess. Oliver just left. Lets just say there wasn't a kiss goodbye or or typical "I love you and I'll talk to you tomorrow" My biggest fear is not turning into her. I won't drop names because I'm not tacky. But I know how much he was hurt and I always told myself that would never happen. Unfortunately, it looks like it has. He called ( Read more... )

 So I slept in entirely to late today and missed my first class, and I got an email saying my professor for my second class is sick, today sounds like a day off. I need it after last night. Last night Oliver came by and we watched Jackass for a little but he said he wanted to leave early because he had school early. So he left at about 1am. I ( Read more... )

Its been about 3 years since I've been a LJ addict, and I think I'm starting up again. Lately I've had alot, in fact too much, time off work and I find myself just thinking, sometimes even rambling to myself. Unlike Borders, Best Buy is working Oliver more than ever so I've been pretty lonely lately.

Winter is taking its toll on me. I hate it. I've ( Read more... )