Today has been an okay day I got sick and came home early and slept for four hours. I prolly wont get any sleep tonight, but I have some work to do anyways. I talked to him just a little while ago and I think things are on the right track. I think if I pray about it enough and want it enough I wll eventually get him. He is always on my mind and I ( Read more... )

As the days go on it seems I am getting happier. Today he talked to me first. I waited and I let him come to me I think that will make things a lot better. Me and Larae have been looking at quotes from like the best fucking movie ever, The Notebook, it's great. Today I had practice and it went well. We have a tournment at Bristol this weekend, I ( Read more... )

Things have gotten a little better lately, I have just learned that everything cant always be happy and the way we want it. You just have to learn ways to make yourself happy. I was in a bad mood at practice the other day, but i snapped out of it. I went to the baseball game and it was good but a blowout. I still really like the guy from Clintwood ( Read more... )

Lately things have just gotten worse with my life. I am always down and depressed. I get angry and have a bad attitude. I am losing my friends one by one. Nothing ever goes right for me, I mean i try so hard to try to make things work for myself but i cant because i always try to make things perfect and all i do is set myself up for dissapointment ( Read more... )

Something terrible happened to me. Last night on icq i thought I was talking to an old friend from Clintwood from the 4th grade he told me he liked me asked me to go to the movies and all and I was the happiest I had ever been in my entire life until today. I was talking to him again today and he wasnt acting like himself so I asked him what was ( Read more... )

Something terrible happened to me. Last night on icq i thought I was talking to an old friend from Clintwood from the 4th grade he told me he liked me asked me to go to the movies and all and I was the happiest I had ever been in my entire life until today. I was talking to him again today and he wasnt acting like himself so I asked him what was ( Read more... )

Who knows there may not even be any school tomorrow i hope not. I dont really want to go to that dance anymore, but if there is school i am going,but if there is not Kirsten and I might go to the the movies and watch Coach Carter i hope we get to go, but anyways if we did have school and the dance i wouldnt have anyone to go with cause Joe's mother ( Read more... )