I am sitting here at my parents' house because they are doing some work on my car ( Read more... )

So suddenly I found myself magically back working at city cafe after coming and going and coming and going and leaving and coming back again and selling drugs in the middle and being horribly addicted to ice and losing about 80 pounds and gaining back about 10 of it and still looking hot apparently but still having a drug problem that I hope will ( Read more... )

OR NOT! Sigh- all has calmed down really. I haven't updated this thing in a while... I don't know. Most of my upsetness about all that other stuff was more of a "final straw" kinda thing with matt and I breaking up...kinda doing the couch hopping homeless thing and getting fucked up every day in order not to deal with it and going to work every day ( Read more... )

So here I am...drunk at 7 in the morning. Don't you hate it...when you want to think the best of people and they let you down? I don't know. Maybe this is karma biting me in the ass for tripping on that acid and telling everything...I don't care who you are..you should always be able to trust you're best friend not to go out and sleep with the ( Read more... )

I actually just said this line in a conversation, "When I get my own house, there will be no dogs allowed. Instead we'll have pictures of dogs being ran over"

and to prove that my boyfriend belong together- his response was "Yeah, and they could be in sequence-like a time line. I would paint that. That'd be cool"

I finally decided to do something useful with my time away from school. By useful I mean- "getting really fucked up". A few days ago I did acid for the first time. That's interesting right? It was crazy. I just remember standing aroun and giggling and staring at stuff. Last night, I had a group of people over here and we all sat around and rolled. ( Read more... )

Anyway- so today at work I was the manager. That's funny. I'm just chilling at home right now, being kinda fucked up with two of my favorite people: Amanda and Matt. What could be better? It was weird being "the boss" at work or whatever. Especially since I 1)never work the shift I was managing and b)I didn't know how to do a lot of the stuff they ( Read more... )

Every day I hate my life and myself a little bit more.

Well, we had the hugest crunkest motha fuckin party for Amanda's b-day. It was cool. Anyway. Um. I really don't have anything to say- I'm a little drunk. UTC is not fuckin me over again next semester or I'll kill someone. I'm tired of pretending I like people and taking all their money. I guess that's it really now isn't it?

Well, here I am. After many months I once again have the magical thing we call the internet. I am currently living in North Chatt and mad chilling and bullshi. I got fucked over hard core by UTC so I'm once again taking a semester off, but- never fear! I shall return triumphant. Mother fuckers. Anyway, I'm sill working at City Cafe...I don't know ( Read more... )