it's funny how i wish the same excact thing. you'll tell me to talk to you and then you'll be like "oh i gtg somewhere sorr ily miss you bye"
or
you'll be like "i miss you" but barely make an attempt to find time to hang out with me.
yeah. i dont get my feelings hurt easily by people. but those tings hurt my feelings. especially when someone is supposed to be my best friend.
and im not trying to be mean. im just being completely honest. and this has BEEN bothering me and i just never said it b/c i didnt want you to feel bad or anything. sorry.
im sorry i sent this the other day when i was in a generally bad mood.. but i know i should try harder to hang out. i guess i just feel like you really dont even like to hang out with me anymore, i dont know why but ... thats just how i feel and im glad i called you today because we had a really long nice talk and i really wish that you could come over sometime and stay the night so we could talk like that one time before christmas when you stayed over. and umm to me i think you'll always be my best friend even if you dont think so. (not saying you dont. just saying.)
I've felt that way before. I thought that i was my only friend and that no one gave a shit about me...but then i realized how many friends that i have, and how mant people love me. When i found people that didn't like me i didn't care because it doesn't matter because, I like me, my friends like me, My family (most of it) likes me, Jesus loves me...thats all that i've ever needed.
If you need someone to talk to...i'm here. If you need a good friend or whatever...i'm here.
I care about you, it makes me sad to see you hurt.
i feel like i've LOST all my friends to other things or people. and it's redicualous b/c i know that's not the person they really are. and it bothers me when they appologize about it and want to be my friend again and im like "okaysureimokay"
and i dont like when i have no one to talk to besides maybe morgan. or corey (sometimes).
because those people can't always be there. and the people who ARE supposed to be there aren't. or dont know how to relate. or dont know how to talk about things. or blahh. and i know how to get along with those people b/c i love them for who they are... but i guess i expect too much out of my friends.
idk.
thanks brandon. you are way kooler than i could've imagined. :)
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you'll tell me to talk to you and then you'll be like
"oh i gtg somewhere sorr ily miss you bye"
or
you'll be like "i miss you"
but barely make an attempt to find time to hang out with me.
yeah.
i dont get my feelings hurt easily by people.
but those tings hurt my feelings.
especially when someone is supposed to be my best friend.
and im not trying to be mean.
im just being completely honest.
and this has BEEN bothering me and i just never said it b/c i didnt want you to feel bad or anything.
sorry.
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i sent this the other day when i was in a generally bad mood..
but
i know i should try harder to hang out.
i guess i just feel like you really dont even like to hang out with me anymore, i dont know why
but ... thats just how i feel
and im glad i called you today
because we had a really long nice talk
and i really wish that you could come over sometime and stay the night so we could talk like that one time
before christmas when you stayed over. and umm
to me
i think you'll always be my best friend
even if you dont think so.
(not saying you dont. just saying.)
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but i dont get that oppertunity very often.
sounds like a plan.
ill see when i can fit it in.
ily.
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If you need someone to talk to...i'm here.
If you need a good friend or whatever...i'm here.
I care about you, it makes me sad to see you hurt.
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and it's redicualous b/c i know that's not the person they really are.
and it bothers me when they appologize about it and want to be my friend again and im like "okaysureimokay"
and i dont like when i have no one to talk to besides maybe morgan.
or corey (sometimes).
because those people can't always be there.
and the people who ARE supposed to be there aren't.
or dont know how to relate.
or dont know how to talk about things.
or blahh.
and i know how to get along with those people b/c i love them for who they are...
but i guess i expect too much out of my friends.
idk.
thanks brandon.
you are way kooler than i could've imagined.
:)
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