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May 08, 2004 18:45

well i saw mike last nite... at the baseball games.. i gave him his shirt and ring back.. he asked for a hug so i gave him a half hug and he gave me a full blown squeeze your guts out hug... i think it just made it worse... but i ended up hangin out w/ corey and nick and ana most of the nite which was kewl cuz i had a really good time with them but ( Read more... )

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Uhh... lorisunshine May 8 2004, 20:54:27 UTC
i never ment to make things worse...sorry

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Re: Uhh... whitneyjo07 May 9 2004, 10:12:58 UTC
i know you dint... no one did .. but everyone being so nice juss made me realize even more how upset i was... its not ur fault u were jus tryin to help

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sweetie i love you so much anonymous May 11 2004, 14:54:30 UTC
whit...i know EXACTLY how you feel...i went through about the same thing with ian...he said he'd never break up w/ me, i believed him...he said it was just a "break",then he didn't talk to me for about 5 months....he said we'd hang out,but we never do....there is nothing that anyone will say to you that will take the pain away...only time will do this. be patient...don't let yourself not love again just b/c you got hurt....thats the most important thing...call me and we will definitely talk about this. it helps to talk to someone who's been through the same thing. i love you so much!
~Court

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Re: sweetie i love you so much whitneyjo07 May 11 2004, 16:00:11 UTC
thanx gurl im glad i have someone to talk to... he said he still wants to be friends and i dunno how that is going to end up but i guess we will just have to see.. i want to move on but there is still a lil piece of me that wants to wait and see if maybe he will change his mind but its not up to me and whatever happens happens... thanx for the support tho! love ya

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Re: sweetie i love you so much anonymous May 11 2004, 18:27:46 UTC
i remember having those exact same feelings...you can't help it..you still love him....you're right its out of your control..which sucks all kinds of crap...i wish that we could make them love us, but we can't....i wish i knew the perfect words to make u feel better...but i don't...all i know is that i got soooo tired of hearing "he doesn't know what he gave up", "it's his loss", "there are other fish in the sea"....oh how i wish i could remove the fish phrase from the english language..it's just a phrase people use when they want to make u feel better..and it never worked for me...so i'm going to leave you with this...it may not be today, or tomorrow, or in a week, or in a month, or in a few months, but eventually you WILL feel better. well girl...i'm done rambling.....i love you
~Court

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