Well a lot has gone on ( Read more... )

The Cure, Interpol, The Rapture, Mogwai, Thursday, The Muse, and Auf Der Maur.
should be fun
and it's FREE
i hope i dont pass out
hah
coming home tomorrow is good and bad.. but i am excited to move sunday!!

Hah.. Today Pete and I went to the hotel he works at and we saw the singer from Hanson.. hah.. Taylor I think his name is. It was funny because I actually checked him out and thought he was hot, then i looked at his face and started laughing.. It was great..He's turned into a pretty good-looking boy though. hehe ( Read more... )

so i am trying to figure out my future endeavors ( Read more... )

words cannot even begin to describe how much i miss paul and how much i cannot wait for him to get home so i can see him and hug him and kiss him ( Read more... )

well things are looking better, and i am feeling much better... i feel badly that I caused any disruption in the flow of things ( Read more... )

grr. what he said last night is just eating me up.
i lost sleep over it

i had a disheartening, yet hopeful conversation with paul tonight.. it hurt and concerned me, but it made me realize how much i do love him... i can honestly say that i want to be with him, but it is refreshing to be on my own for the time being, and I dont know why it has to be like that, but it is....it is a wonder why you cannot truly feel that ( Read more... )

It is so strange how people once married for 25 years can act so uncomfortable around eachother...it was surreal hearing her voice echoing through my house, like she had always been there, like we had always been this perfect family, void of psychotic episodes, affairs, anger, drugs.. but all was interlaced with love ( Read more... )

.i am totally pscyhed.. i am going to visit my good buddy in nashville, tennessee... pete! yay!! i called him out of the blue today and we decided i shoudl come visit.. so i looked up flights for the end of the month and found one for 250.. not bad at all.. i am going to book it tomorrow i think...can't wait.. SOOOO Excited