So what in the hell is so wrong with me that no one wants to be with me? I mean am I really that bad of a person, do I have that bad of a personality, is my heart that cold? I don't get it....I mean really what in the world is wrong with me?!?!? Whatever....

I hope everyones new year started out better than mine did.....

Boy 2005 sure was an interesting year, it brought many unexpected things and emotions. I hate year end reviews really its so boring and everyone does it. But none the less here it goes ( Read more... )

Bills, Bills, Bills, thats all I have to say.....Good day all.

So christmas is over, no it is on to the drab non-celebratory holidays such as Valentines Day, Memeorial Day, and Sain Patty's Day. Nothing really to look forward too; however my new found way of thinking tells me that I should look forward to every day that I am allive and well....who knows ( Read more... )

Oh How I miss LiveJournal. I miss seeing everyone's entries, and getting comments. Oh how I love friends. There is a girl in my life. I like her lots, she is so cute, cuddly, fun, and loving. I am still working at the hospital, my dad is no longer working; that is sad ( Read more... )

So the other day my mom ask me for my christmas list....And the only thing that came to my mind that I really wanted was this....

"I want to be back on my squad...."

How sad, dont ya think?

Did anyone see on the news that a student was hit by a car at Zane State College yesterday? Well....it was me...yes folks you heard me right...what are the odds? That is exactly what I think....aaaahhhhhhh

It is just not my year...right now...I am speachless I just can't think of anything to say.

JULIE FREAKIN KENNEDY GAVE ME PINK EYE! DANG HER! NOW I AM ON RESTRICTIONS FROM WORK FOR LIKE 4 DAYS! ARG!

So I am flat ass broke however I got a new tattoo! Here is the story, and yes it is rather dumb ( Read more... )

So to top off the insanely bad couple of days I have had last night I wrecked my parents' car!!! I was mad when I left work, yes folks I have a temper...lol Anyway I was going 25 to 30 MPH according to the copper and to beat all hell I was going in revers. I then slammed into a parked car, knocked it completely out of the parking space it was in ( Read more... )