So I didn't get out of bed until 1. Is there something so wrong with that? I spent my afternoon applying for financial aid and what not, god I hope I did it right. I mean good lord I need someone to sit down and be like yeah ok you need to do this. Grrrr...who knows

I am hungry...

well not only did i loose a friend today but I also lost an uncle this is just the greatest day of my life. you know all he does if fucking drink and smoke pot, but damn it he tries to get his shit together. and he just called bitching because I said something to his two girls that i didnt know i wasnt supposed to and he told me to stay out of his ( Read more... )

I think I may have lost a friend and more today. But I may have also gained another one. It just sucks that there has to be lies, hurt, pain and all the other things that come about when relationships go bad. Grrrrr...

I miss her smell. Her voice. Her dancing. Her touch. Her laugh. I just miss her.

Do you ever sit back and think about the way everyone percieves you? I mean really think about it. I am starting to, especially today. It all sprang from a conversation in the work area. I was talking about diversity, or the lack there of, in Zanesville and the surrounding areas. I feel I was making some rather insightful points, but everyone just ( Read more... )

So I am supposed to be having some family come into town this evening...I am not so sure how I feel about that. I mean I suppose it will be good to see them but really how misses them in the first place? Not me ( Read more... )

All hell is about to break loose....duck and cover everyone!

I love Mary I hope she is ok!

Wow!! I don't really know what to say right now, I guess I am sorta beside myself. I guess thats life though ( Read more... )

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian ( Read more... )

Yeah so I am gonna whine a little ( Read more... )

Back to work on Tuesday thank god. And I can't wait till I get cleared by the doc to run on the squad again, I miss it I really do. I know I complain about it and lord knows I complain about my job but I miss them both. I miss the people and I miss just talking to all the patients.

I miss my friends, or what I have left of them.