so... a little discouraged about finding a job. also, i want to move to portland, but i can imagine moving there and just sitting alone in my apartment with mcgee.... DEPRESSING!!! it's like, do i settle for a shitty job that barely pays so i can live alone in portland or do i wait and stay in salem until i find something better? i have friends to ( Read more... )

i have to pass my final. seriously. if i get a D on it i can still pass the class because i have an A right now... blablabla.. seriously.. if i dont do well in this class, i will have to drive all the way to seattle to find a decent enough bridge to through myself off of and then with my luck, i'll probably land wrong and survive, only to have to ( Read more... )

I'm feeling very out of touch with myself. When I step back and take a look at what I fill my mind with, my time with, who i waste my energy on... it's not worth it. I have so much time though... I feel like I'm stuck at this age. I know things will change, Fall will come, I'll get a job eventually, maybe get my masters eventually, get an ( Read more... )

i would get this in my email. wait, so i dont get it... now christians are saying it's ok? i'm losing my defenses for not being like everyone else.  oh yes, keywords: best within a committed relationship.  otherwise, not worth it.

Our cover story on "Sex Without Shame" includes:

• Six rules for loving sexuality and living faithfully
• What our readers ( Read more... )

writing out of order... i wrote this part last ( Read more... )

i think i'm goin to musicfest nw! i'm excited... my exroomie, Katie, told me about it. I'm so oblivious to these things... its 5 days...at night. It will be good considering i'll be living in Portland. I want to see the different bars/music venues and local bands. I miss going to shows ( Read more... )

no one updates this thing anymore! lame!

so life is goin good. my parents are in seattle right now.  i'm goin to sunriver until next thurs/fri... my sister/the kids/parents will be there. i'm gonna be in the coffee shop workin on my online class a lot... goin boating at Colutus lake (sp?) the rest of the time... makin drinks at night w/ my sister and i think we're going to do the slimfast ( Read more... )

i thought avoiding relationships meant avoiding pain in relationships... well, for the most part that should be true. basically, i feel like i'm getting out of a three year relationship... obviously not that painful, lol luckily romantic relationships are 1000000000x more intense.  so the comparision is different, but when you've lived with someone ( Read more... )

ahhhhh. Last night was fuuun.. I've never tried to dance to Reggae in public... lol we went w/some of amy's coworkers. It was reggae/hiphop group playing.. at Tost. Anyway, it was really cool, funny watching all the people dance. well, i guess we were among those people, but still. I ended up getting super tipsy and we were walking back to the car ( Read more... )