yay!!! ive got an interview on monday at 1:30 with the sheriff about the part-time job at the jail!!! im so freakin nervous!! ive never had a real interview before! i hope i dont blow it! i really want to start my career in law enforcement, as ive mentioned before! and ill be getting more money! so ill have more to hang out with friends. ( Read more... )

the other day, captain lewis called me and told me i needed to go in and sign a release of information form so he could do a background check on me. after that's done, i get an interview with the sheriff about a job at the jail!!! that would be so awesome and help me later down the road with my career in law enforcement!! i cant wait!!

i went in to the bell today and talked to ken. steve has been telling him that i freaking hate him. so i told him that i dont and that the only person i hate here is candise. and of course, everybody already knew that. and he asked me if i wanted to quit now or wait til i found a new job and i said when i find a new job. i cant afford to quit ( Read more... )

since the beginning of january i havent had a day off. on my days off from work, i intern at the sheriff's office. i work or intern every day i have school. if i even go to school anymore. cuz i just want some time to myself that i dont spend sleeping. and i hate the fact that i dont have any time for kane anymore. mom keeps telling me how ( Read more... )

well, i figure everyone is gonna find out eventually so here goes....i broke up with justin. long story short, he wasnt faithful. it hurts like you wouldnt believe. my heart is completely shattered. so now you know. please dont ask me about it at work. not yet, im begging you.

well tonight becky's parents were killed in a car accident. i have no idea how she feels but i know that i dont want to. i cannot even imagine the pain she is going through. i get so sick just thinking about what it would be like if it had happened to me. to get that news. i was the one who was told that her parents were killed. and i saw her ( Read more... )

so rack and bri stayed over last night and we had an old-fashioned girls slumber party. we rented movies: Harold and Kumar go to White Castle(comedy that me and rack hadnt seen yet, had some funny parts), Ever After (romantic that makes us say "barf!"), and Candyman(scary movie that makes me glad i had friends to stay over). we went and got the ( Read more... )

well surprise surprise! i lost control of my anger once again. i let wigs get to me. ive been really tired for a very long time and im reaching the end of my last nerve on everything and everyone so i apologize ahead of time if i say or do anything that hurts one of your guy's feelings. you know i dont mean it, i just get so frustrated and wigs ( Read more... )

so tonight i actually got off work at like 10:20 but i didnt get home until like 11:45 cuz me and rackle just stood outside and talked about the oddest topics! which was fun! i love having these little chats with rackle! we used to have like 3 hour conversations in the parking lot about anything and everything...one topic would just lead into ( Read more... )

well i finally got up the nerve to talk to justin tonight. i cornered him after work and we sat in his car and talked about nothing really for about 30 minutes or so. well then it finally got quiet and i just blurted out if we were ever gonna talk about what happened on my b-day. he said that he didnt know, that it just kinda happened. so i ( Read more... )