"Oh how seldom we belong but how elegant our kiss."
We painted crooked lines
but we danced in perfect time to a love so much refined,
we know not what it is until like a dullen wine we pour into a grief we've
known before
but never quite like this.

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As of late..

-My dad is doing everything possible to ruin my life.
-I'm seeing some friends soon. :)
-Possibly seeing Steve..I better soon or I'll go insane.
-I broke my toe.

Nothing else interesting. I love all of you.

<3 Alli

Calm and collected now.
Other than my parents suddenly being very gay..lifes not as bad.

13 days..

I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm miserable here.
And I have no control over it. I've tried. Nothing works.
Putting on a fake smile sure doesnt make ME feel any better.
I feel so alone. I want to come home.

I'm angry.
and I hate myself for it.
and I miss him.

I'm so fucking sick of crying.

dancers are always nice.
i knew it would work out that way.

i think i have some potential friends..

edit**
Later today I went downtown. It was fun. And Pretty.


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I realized today I'm so caught up with my life, that I sometimes don't take the time I should to just stop and look around me. It's beautiful here. I've been too busy feeling sorry for myself and sitting in the past, I haven't really taken the time to appreciate it. The ocean is beautiful. This morning I got up early and just sat on the beach and ( Read more... )

i want to go home. now.
i hate florida.
this has been the worst day ever.

WELL, i FiGURED iD MAKE ONE OF THESE JUST SO THAT i COULD COMMENT ON PEOPLES. BUT MAYBE iLL DO SOME VAUGE UPDATiNG EVERY NOW AND THEN. WE'LL SEE. AS FOR NOW i'M ALL ALONE IN FLORDIA.

<3 YOU GUYS.
ALLi


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