i work a lot.
i never sleep.
i see chris a lot.

sometimes i miss my freedom...

well a lot has happened since i last wrote..i have things to vent ( Read more... )

i love boston ( Read more... )

seriously i hate all guys.
like this is my fault. like everyone has to know about it.
i thought i graduated high school.
but everyone just keeps on pulling me back.
jesus.

i dont think i can take another let down, you were supposed to be different

i guess this is when i learn some big lesson in life that you cant control anything. and when you start to think you can, when you start to take for granted things that will always be there or be the same ( Read more... )

i'm tired of pretending.

i miss you. i love you. i am not the same without you. i havent smiled once in the last three months and truly been smiling. my heart hurts. you're gone. you're happy. and i'm stuck here. by myself. with no one to watch fireworks with. or laugh with. or be happy with.

this wasnt supposed to happen to us.

i'm sorry i didnt classify our relationship as a typical high school one. i'm sorry its hard for me to move on. i'm sorry that i still hurt and that i still cry every time i think about you. i'm sorry that i wish you were still around. i hate how easy it is for every other girl to get over their last boyfriend that they "loved so much". i cant get ( Read more... )

i suck at keeping promises.

too much to do! and im never home to update.

work, friends, and thats all my time.

a lot has been going on. i'm hardly ever home, so i hardly ever write.

and at this moment i am too tired to write about everything that has happened lately and how i feel.

i will in the morning .[pinky.promise].

so i guess a lot has been going on ( Read more... )