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arguments are fun. especially when you have an audience.
i need sleep.

so i found out i have a thing for BMX riders! haha
i was watching a compitition sponsered by mt. dew & like panasonic. & yea now i have crushes on luke parslow, corey bohan, chris gerber & cory "nasty" nastazio.

anyways. i also watched this movie called banshee last night. it was pretty good.

my knuckles are tore uppppp.
i'm NEVER playing knuckles again.

i love when people of livejournal or myspace tell me i'm ugly.
it makes me laugh.

also i just found out jeska vardinski is in junes issue of playboy.
i was like ummm I KNOW HER haha. she's on pg. 67 i think. if any of you "read" playboy.

i have to work today. blah. 4-9ish
hopefully i can go to the gym afterwards.

florida weather suckssssssssssssssssssssssss
i hate it.

my mom is being annoying today.

epcot was super fun. well ok not super but it was cool!
there were A LOT of hot & i mean HOT european soccer players. i ended up sitting next to one on fast track. but while we were in line i flirted like CRAZYYYYYY ( Read more... )

i love when i walk around downtown & people whisper about me. or scream slut & then hide. it makes me smile. slut; a woman with the morals of a man and for the most part that is true for me. i could careless if you think i'm a slut or whatever. i am who i am and i live for me not for you.

ps i lost 7.5 pounds in the past week. i'm very happy with

Ok. To clear up some rumors...

Yes I was engaged & now I'm not
No I'm not pregnant (haha I love whoever said this)
No I don't do/sell drugs
No I didn't go back to Chris (We're ONLY friends ( Read more... )

I have this habit of screwing myself over.
Or at least it seems that way.
& I hate when you try to apologize for your mistake & they're all like "Well... sorry isn't good enough"
WHATEVER sorry IS good enough. & when I say sorry I mean it. Cuz I barely apologize for anything. So yea.

Also if you're a boy w/ blue eyes. I want to have your babies.

being engaged is fun.
the sex is good. i always have a drinking buddy. i can't sleep w/out him. i'm finally trusting him again. he's my bestf. we have a lot of fun together. but i don't really want to marry him, i feel too young.