worst day in my history of Bothell

[whoanatalie]

i cant show my face at school again

i had THE worst day ever and if it hadnt been for Nathan wiping my tears away, i wouldnt have been able to make it through the day

first off, its the beginning of the new semester so we have new classes and so i hadnt gotten my 4th-6th pds scheduled yet

so i went to the schedule lady, and we wrote it all out but i had to go get my old teachers signatures to sign me out of the classes

so SHE told me to go get the signatures

and i went to my physics class, and i walk in and this chick who doesnt even fucking know me gives me THE dirtiest look i have ever gotten in my entire life

she knows who i am and i know who she is, but we have NEVER talked before

so she whispers to her friends about me and they all turn around and stare at me like i'm a fucking whore or something

i've never talked to any of them before

so i stood there and waited and didnt interrupt the teacher or anything, becuase i'm not rude like that

but he told everyone to go back to their seats and he wasnt busy or anything

so i walk up and i'm like "hi mr. mcdonald, would you mind signing this for me?"

and hes like "YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'RE INTERUPTING MY CLASS, COME BACK AFTER CLASS IS OVER"

so i'm like uhmm okay i'm sorry the lady told me to come here right now

so i walk around aimlessly for like a half hour and i start crying becuase all of this stress built up on me

and i just fucking broke down, all alone outside in the rain

i found Nathan, Ben, and Emily and talked to them for a few mintues before there 5th pds started, and i felt soo stupid crying in front of them

and Nathan and Emily wiped away my tears, it was real cute

then lunch started, and i went back to mr. mcdonalds class LIKE HE TOLD ME TOO

and the fucking door was locked

so at this point i am just so pissed off

so i go to lunch and i couldnt find ANYONE

the one day i needed people, no one was anywhere to be found

so eventually Ben found me and hugged me and he was having a bad day too

then i found all of my girls, and things were okay

then i go back to physics with Kaleigh to get my shit signed

and mr. mcdonald walks in and walks right fucking past me

so i'm like OH FUCK NO, I'M LEAVING

so i walk out, but the teachers assistant lady (who knows me pretty well)was like NO natalie come back here right now

so he signs my shit and he was like okay so you understand that you disrupted my class

and i'm like no actually i didnt so whatever

and i walked out of the room and walked around alone outside again for 20 mins, but i called my mom and started balling and told her everything, and she was like UGHHH THAT IS RIDICULOUS,

and she almost came to yell at the people becuase she was so mad too

then B lunch started, and i found Nathan, and everything was okay then

we went to cooking class together

BUT THENNNNN Nathan drove me home from school, and we went over to Bens house

and we hung out until 6

and it made my day a little better

i love those boys so much, they make me laugh soo much

Nathan especially makes me so happy

i'm glad we're going to tolo together

and i'm glad i'm getting to know him

i feel so comfortable around him

i just dont want to go back to school tomorrow ughh