as i sit here waiting for my mom to come pick me up....i'm thinking, i hate you...you are the fucking bitch who has hurt me more than anyone. You suck. three years of a loving relationship and two months later you have a bf.....fuck you. i do i hate you....to hate you must love...and i loved you more than anything...stupid of me huh? you sat down ( Read more... )

Haunted by these same patterns ( Read more... )

Never search for something ( Read more... )

So...i was talking to someone last night and i came to an interesting conclusion. If my idea of being a buisness person fails. I think that i might.....DUN DUN DUN...i might think about teaching. Anyone who knows me well will be reading that and saying OMG! IS HE FUCKING KIDDING! all the bitching i did all the way through school, how much i hated ( Read more... )

people are fickle creatures. but thats why pychs get paid so damn much. We are so complex..even the people who's job it is to understand why we are the way we are...they are wrong half the time. But every person knows themselves. Whether or not they admit to themselves their personailities. I am someone who gets depressed...i used to turn to..beer ( Read more... )

busy day tomorrow...frisbee golf 8am to 10ish. Hair appointment with april...still not sure on time....car stuff after hair appoinment...to when i'm done. And maybe lunch tomorrow with heather. And i don't know if i'm doing what i might be doing tomorrow afternoon...darn him and not wanting to race his supra....

i can't find my copy of the map of june cd....anyone burn me a copy?

So....i think i have a problem. Today i went to the hospital...today i went to see a guy i know. He is a guy i met through people at work. He got me into the "street racing" scene. On wednesday he was in a car accident in everett. He rolled his car twice going about 70. He blew his right front tire...not quite sure how that happened but it blew... ( Read more... )

Your eyes tell the stories of a day you wish you could ( Read more... )

Is it still me that makes you sweat ( Read more... )