That's it. You'd better be home tommorow night, around 9:30, because I'm coming to get you after work. I'm so sorry things have been the way they are. "i would lean on you but, i'm afraid you'd get the wrong idea" That made me smile so much I don't think you'd understand. I've been thinking about you a lot lately, to be honest. And I wanted to call on Saturday but A. I couldn't remember the first numbers of your phone number [I remember the 1337] and B. Daniel. I've been trying so hard to avoid him, I've lost so many of the people that I DO love. I'm sorry I'm such a bad friend. You've always been one of my favorites. Soooo call me tommorow when you get this.
Because god knows I have been terrible to you. I hate that you think I am the fucking worst person in the world. I know that you think i told giovanni all this and that thats why he is upset believe that if you want but to be honest I really wanted to see you there so I could give you your christmas present and so i could remember what drew me to you in the first place the fact that you were an amazing person that always listened always had something perfect to say and that could brighten up anyone's day with a single solitary smile.It's fine if you hate me It hurts me more than anything in the world but its fine i would just really appreciate it if you do hate me to the extent that you would avoid me then dont announce it to the whole world. Now everyone i know and i am close to thinks that either i did something terrible to you or that im in this big hate relationship with you when honestly i think things ended well for the circumstances and i still care about you and love you as a friend more than anything... Today I told this
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wtf was ur problem tonite gio.. all i did was call to see wehre u were cause i wanted to say hi.. i wasnt gonna tag along with u.. u didnt have to run and hide like matt said u did.. i mean fuck if y ou dont wanna hang out with me.. its fine.. just dont be an asshole.
matt said u said u didnt wanna see me and ran off to get away from me. if you didnt say that then im sorry.. but it seems that everyone has been hating on me for no reason. like joe said he cant hang out with me.. but theres no reason why he cant i mean i didnt do anything. its just awkward. that all of the sudden noone wants to be around me.. i mean what did i do?
ummm hey gio. i thought u died! i think the last time i saw or heard from you was when i picked u up from off the streets heh. do you still get on aim ? well keep in touch damnit.. <33
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You'd better be home tommorow night, around 9:30, because I'm coming to get you after work.
I'm so sorry things have been the way they are.
"i would lean on you but, i'm afraid you'd get the wrong idea"
That made me smile so much I don't think you'd understand.
I've been thinking about you a lot lately, to be honest.
And I wanted to call on Saturday but A. I couldn't remember the first numbers of your phone number [I remember the 1337] and B. Daniel.
I've been trying so hard to avoid him, I've lost so many of the people that I DO love.
I'm sorry I'm such a bad friend. You've always been one of my favorites.
Soooo call me tommorow when you get this.
Sincerely your's,
Yao "Tugboat" Ming.
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Giovanni, I'm sorry. But this is going to be fucking difficult for me.
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