Well I decided to turn my cell phone back on. I guess actually hanging out with people recently made me realize how much I actually needed outside interaction. So for any of you that have my number and called me you can resume calling if you feel ( Read more... )

Even though most people already know what happened at the tournament I figured I'd post my version of it anyway. Well I guess I was expected to go to the freestyle tournament and come back home with a new DDR pad. Obviously that didn't happen. Somehow I must have pissed off the judges because out of a total of 30 points I ended up getting 20 for my ( Read more... )

Well tomorrow is the big day of the DDR tournament. I can't say that I'm not nervous. The confidence that I once had about taking the prize from the freestyle tournament has left and in it's place is a twinge of doubt that I will be able to perform. I know that it's all in my head and that I'll do okay, but for some reason I just have this bad ( Read more... )

Drama, drama, and more drama. That's pretty much all i can say that the momment. This stuff is just going way too far. I'm kinda confused on how this all started, but however it happened it can't be all that serious. I long for days where people just get along and everything is cool. I try to be nice to everyone and I feel that everyone else should ( Read more... )

Not very much has gone on since my last post. I've still been over at Le'Ron's house. I guess I'll stay until after the DDR tournament or something. I don't know. It doesn't seem like my life is going anywhere right now ( Read more... )

Well this has been an interesting time in my life I guess. I haven't been spending too much time at "home" (Robert's house). It seems that he has grown more distant and irratiable as days go by. I don't know if it's me that's causing this or something else... I just hope that whatever it is that is bothing him will stop because it's hard to be ( Read more... )

Wow... was there a day that I was actually happy. I really can't believe it. Well it really wasn't even the whole day just part of it. I actually forgot all about the bad things going on in my life and just focused on the good part. I seem to have rectified a friendship that I thought might have been lost forever. I thank whichever diety had ( Read more... )

I've done something that I really regret doing. I can't take it back though no matter how much I want to. If you're reading this then I am truly sorry.

Well I don't seem to be getting any better, actually it seems to be getting worse. Due to outside circumstances beyond my control I have gone into a deeper depression. I fear that I might not be able to come out if I get in any deeper. I have already hurt someone that I really care about. I don't even know what to say to her anymore. I'm afraid ( Read more... )

Depression is still here. I just can't seem to get rid of it. I try to be happy when I'm around people but recently I can't even really do that. With this depression that I'm going through I don't know if I want to cry, punch something, or just receive a hug. I'm really confused right now. I thought that I had gotten over being depressed a couple ( Read more... )