It's been almost a month since I updated. Ooops. Lots has been going on. Last week was vacation and I went to North Carolina with a few girls from tennis and my coach's family and friends. It was a blast. We played a few hours a day and then the rest of the time we all just hung out in the sun. It was apparantly warmer in Maine...go figure...but ( Read more... )

This one's for my Bethy and Brittney, so far far away, the day after your birthday(s)...confusing, do I put an s or not? It's really the same birthday for two different people...hmm...anyway, I love you guys and I wanted to do this yesterday but couldn't get onto the website when i wanted to ( Read more... )

I just got back from the accident site. It was so difficult going there tonight with my dance class. We all stood together with candles, linking arms and talking, remembering Zach especially and thinking how he'd probably be like what the hell guys, it's freezing out, go home. lol. When we blew our candles out all together mine wouldn't blow out ( Read more... )

I hope zack and josh are in a better place. I hope they're laughing and joking around, and that they're together, ok.

Just pray...breathe...

I'm sad. I wish there was a better way to put how I feel into words but there isn't, or I can't think of any at least. I'm just very sad. I hate bad days when everything goes badly and my head aches and I can't eat because thinking about it makes my tummy hurt and I can't help but think about it because it's terrible and there's nothing wonderful ( Read more... )

This last week's been pretty crazy. Watching the cast of our play come so far so quickly and transform yuckiness into greatness was amazing. I'm so proud of all of you guys. I'm sorry for any shortcomings that I've had as an a.d. but I'm in awe of you all and how you came together and not only made the play bearable but made it hilarious and ( Read more... )

I'm so excited! In just a few hours I'm going to wake up, hop on the train, and in an hour or so I'm going to be home sweet home again in NYC. 'twill be wonderful to be back again. I bought my prom dress today and it's unbelievable. It's everything i've been dreaming about since I was like two years old. I wore it into the nursing home so i could ( Read more... )

We're leaving for NY in a couple of hours and I'm so so excited. I can't wait to be in the city again. It's been way too long. I don't think I've gone since Carnegie...or at least since June. I don't remember, but it's been a long time, and I'm dying to go shopping *hehe* I'm going to look for my prom dress while I'm there. Hopefully I can find ( Read more... )

So my seventeenth birthday is in five days, and I'm really hoping that this stupid emotional rollercoaster is going to go away. Seriously, everybody's been posting about ups and downs the last week and i've been like aww, i hope that it gets better for them, but now I completely feel your pain haha. My parents left to go out tonight with some ( Read more... )