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whoisthis8815

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May 17, 2004 18:46

I'm sorry. Fuck this. Whenever i talk...I make make people feel bad or depressed. Thats fucked . Whatever im done. I just won't talk. The one person i could ever talk to...Isn't there anymore. I guess. It's not really a choice of mine. It was his. He made it, i guess. Well...I dont know anything anymore. Whatever. I dont know who my friends are. If ( Read more... )

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Don't give up... cybertang May 17 2004, 20:37:31 UTC

Don't you pull an Anthony on me! Don't go saying you will commit suicide!

Re: Don't give up... whoisthis8815 May 17 2004, 20:42:43 UTC

If you only knew. . . YOu dont want to know

I dont know who my friends are. If you even still consider me a friend...comment. . and say so???

comment anonymous May 17 2004, 20:47:32 UTC

Kayla -
youre like one of my closet friends, you have been there for me so many times. i thank you for that . it means more to me than you know. especially when i didnt have that person to turn to you were , i know how it feels to have not have that. kayla . if you need anything or to talk to me . im here for you . i owe you that.
love-
Liz

Re: comment whoisthis8815 May 17 2004, 20:50:30 UTC

=/ Thx Liz, it means alot. . . .lol more than YOU know

<3 Always,
Kayla

You already know. cybertang May 17 2004, 20:55:42 UTC

You don't need people to tell you if they are a friend. You know I am... is that what you were looking for?

Re: You already know. whoisthis8815 May 17 2004, 20:57:57 UTC

I dont know anything. LoL. I am turning into an Anthony and don't know what to do about it. . . I dont know who my friends are.

Re: You already know. whoisthis8815 May 17 2004, 21:07:03 UTC

Don't think the only reason im thinking about it/gonna do it...Is over Anthony. Thats just the icing on the cake. It's been a while in the process. I wish i knew who my friends are but i don't. I don't even know about Neil. . .

I LOOOOVEEE YOUUUUUU. imbarbie May 17 2004, 21:29:18 UTC

Kayla, your a friend to me! Your a very good friend, a trustworthy, loyal, friendly, nice, and beautiful friend! I am glad I found you this year. I know everything that you and were all going through is difficult, but eventually it will end and we will all get on with our lives. I'll alway's be here for you, no-matter what happens. If the sun stops shining, I'll be there! :D.

Eye Heart Ewe :).

Lovelovelove.

-hughughug-

:D.

stormfront5000 May 18 2004, 10:01:48 UTC

Kayla, I would just like to set one thing straight. I am you're friend it's just it's damn annoying when you keep doubting it. We do need to talk but you're right, we will probably never be able to alone. The reason we don't get to talk Kayla is because I'm a Junior, you're a Freshmen and we have entirely different classes. The only reason that I talked to Cloe, Travis and everyone is because I have 2nd lunch otherwise I would never see them either. I don't like how you don't ever want to hang out with me if Liz and Neil are there. I can understand you feeling awkward if it was just Liz and I but you make excuse for not hanging out even if Neil is there. Kayla I'm you're friend, I trust you despite what you might think and I want to thank you for being there for me this year. I appreciate it and I was never actually mad about the counciler thing but I acted like it just to give Neil and Sarah a hard time. Kayla, It would be awesome if we hung out this summer but I am guessing that you probably will just avoid me. I shouldn't assume ( ... )

whoisthis8815 May 18 2004, 16:24:19 UTC

I'm sorry. I'm not trying to be annoying. I was trying to be honest. Brandon understood. I just wanted to know what u though. That is why i said if u wanted to remain friends, you could say. We need to talk. The only time we can talk is online, or third hour or after school after liz leave. All you have to do is try. Im sorry for being annoying. i dont make excuses. i didnt want to go last weekend bcuz if you remember, i said i wasnt going to try talking to you anymore(in the note on friday) You had chosen not to talk anymore so i chose not to try to talk to you anymore. It's not something ialways do. I've always considered you one of my friedns. You were one of my best friedns too. i always trusted you, but like then whenEVER i tell you ANYTHING i always heard it come back to me. Granted there are those secrets that you havent told and for that i am thankful. But little things. I hear it back from liz. Granted that won't be a problem anymore. But still. See, I have an issue, i take most things litterally. When you act like an asshole ( ... )