For a long time I thought I had to be fat. This idea could be chalked up to a statement Garrecht Metzger made in the 9th grade. He said some statistic proved that you'll repeat your parents mistakes. Initially it felt like bullshit, but it overwrought my opinion. According to those kind of facts, my genes had to be fed and there was nothing I could do to curve the urge. When I passed up the perception I held of myself, everything I had built and everything that I THOUGHT people expected of me, God refurbished my outlook and change happened
( ... )
the problem is that i am in school and i hate it. it's making me miserable. and i don't want my mom to kill me if i take a break or slow it down or just quit and do something else with my life.
but thank you so much, for this. you know, i look up to you. i think you're awesome, josh.
"Two roads diverge in a wood, and I took the one less traveled by, and kicked the ever-loving shit out of any monsters and goblins and assholes that got in my way. Yippie ki ay, motherfucker." -Walt Whitman
Hannah, we really need to hang out soon. I know what it is like to hate school and not have any motivation because you don't see a point because what you want to do doesn't involve higher learning. And there is nothing wrong with that, please don't let anyone tell differently. Ultimately, this is your life. Not anyone else's. Not your moms or sisters or friends. You only get one, so make the most of it and don't waste you're time doing things you know are not going to make you happy or the person you eventually want to be. I know all of this is way easier said then done, but I just always remind myself that this is it. This is my life, no one elses and that I only get one. There are no redos or rewinds.
Anyway, I'm sorry about that rant. You are a wonderful person and deserve nothing but the absolute best.
Comments 5
We need to hang out asap.
Please feel better. Love ya.
Reply
Reply
but thank you so much, for this. you know, i look up to you. i think you're awesome, josh.
Reply
-Walt Whitman
Reply
I know what it is like to hate school and not have any motivation because you don't see a point because what you want to do doesn't involve higher learning. And there is nothing wrong with that, please don't let anyone tell differently. Ultimately, this is your life. Not anyone else's. Not your moms or sisters or friends. You only get one, so make the most of it and don't waste you're time doing things you know are not going to make you happy or the person you eventually want to be. I know all of this is way easier said then done, but I just always remind myself that this is it. This is my life, no one elses and that I only get one. There are no redos or rewinds.
Anyway, I'm sorry about that rant. You are a wonderful person and deserve nothing but the absolute best.
Reply
Leave a comment