The words you scribbled on the walls, the loss of friends you didn't have

[wholelydvoted2u]

I have an audition at CSUN tonight to get into the music school. i am auditioning for the jazz vocal major. Wish me luck

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[broke_hisheart]

if you truly think that the reason ive been acting weird is that i am not happy for you than our 7 years of friendship have done nothing for your ability to understand me. why would i not be happy for you? evan is such an awesome nice guy, and i think its absolutely wonderful that you guys have clicked so instantaneously. as well as the fact that you can now be in a normal, stable, relationship. if you want to know why ive been weird than you have to reexamine the past two months. but i know you and know you will do what i just requested only to become more confused, and then angry at me for acting like i have been. so i am obliged to give you some questions to think about

[wholelydvoted2u]

K let me answer those questions then

[broke_hisheart]

1) i misworded it...no necessarily me or you but time we get to actually hang out with each other. if i go hang out with you and evan i DONT get to hang out with you. and at least if im with michelle and/or nicki i still called you to hang out, i barely get that from you now. actually i didnt get to see nicki nearly as much as i had wanted to cuz i was working so much. Actually call nicki...ask her how much i was bitching to her about how you'd disappeared...im just voicing it now cuz it got to the point where it actually started to bother me. Little did you know michelle and i had been planning a party for you and nicki but we found out you guys were supposed to throw one yourselves so we cancelled it. and nicki actually threw herself a party, she just asked me to call people