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[whoneedsit]

Why is it that i have a special talent of fucking this up! I didnt mean for any one to get hurt or pissed off, i guess ive fucked things up and were so near the end of school, im just gunna do my trick of attempting to fade into the distance and hopefully people will forget this but i doubt it very much! When am i gunna learn to keep my mouth shut

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[aloha_ole]

I wasnt annoyed at u for liking him, although I'll admit at 1st I didnt think it would bother me, but its surprising how much it hurts. I was just annoyed wen u said u didnt know I liked him. I never kept my Scott liking a secret. At all. Yeah all those things were reasons why I ended it with Jerry. I never tried to keep it from u, u must just not have heard me when i spoke about it. But I did. All the time. Im sorry I got stroppy about it, I didnt know i could but its weird how this has made me realise how much I do like him. Even if he doesnt want me. But Im not giving up. This isnt a battle, coz i dont wanna play. I just want him =( The note Mike found was explaining how much I DID like Scott, I just spent the lesson denying it so mike wouldnt tell Scott, which i think they did anyway coz Scott was talkin about it in dt on thurs. But he didnt act any different so psshhhh.

[whoneedsit]

Honest to god i didnt think you still liked him that is why i thought it would be a good time to tell you, i know wish i could have kept my big mouth shut! You also have a right to get stroppy!
In reply to your text: you have right to put up a barrier, i understand that you are pissed off

<3

[aloha_ole]

Ok well I dont know wat else there is to say. I dont want there to be a barrier, but none of us are gonna change the way we feel coz thats impossible, so I dunno how this is gonna end up. I think maybe we just need to get away from Scott and the whole situation. Hopefully I'll see u monday, keep me up 2 speed about it all. Dont u have credit? If u do, txt me. Love ya xXx

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[whoneedsit]

Thats easier said then done my dear lol! Erm..i dont know what to say either and no i dnt have free txts and ive got about a quid left which is 'emergancy' cos i dont know when i ca get a tenner to top up!