yesterday was boring..but maxxy called and i talked to him and adam about getting raped by some black dude named bonecrusher lol...i went to the spa today..got a massage and a facial...it was cool and so fucking relaxing..but i left feeling shitty for some reason. it was cool tho cus sass called me and i miss her so fucking much..and peter called ( Read more... )

well yesterday was the last day that i get to see sassy..it was sad :(..i miss her already...tmrw maxxy isnt gonna be at school..which is poo..and everything else is basically normal..lol nothing has happened at all..except that we have a 4 day weekend coming up which is awesome. im so fucking bored..and i dont wanna study for chemistry. nothing is ( Read more... )

wow..intense day man..well it was hindys bday..some girls came over..lol we were meant to watch movies..but we watched..err..how many?? NONE! lol yeah we talked for most of the time which was pretty cool. if there was one stable thing in my life right now itd have to be my friendship w/the girls...i dunno...its amazing. lol anywyas after the hours ( Read more... )

dont let ure past dictate who u r, but let it be a part of who ure gonna be ( Read more... )

today wasnt too great...actually pretty normal...it felt kinda shitty being at school tho. i cant tell why. it was wierd...i feel like i dont fit in at all..people that i once used to be really good friends w/ now barely know im alive. i guess its my fault tho..i think i push people away when i really need them. atleast thats wut ive been told ( Read more... )

ugh im such a fatass...lol i realized how lazy i was today..and my leg feels like its gonna fall off. ive been working on history for an hour and ive only done read 2 pages out of the fucking text book. today was a normal day..nothing special really. i dont feel lonely at school..but when i get home it seems like everything changes and i want a bf ( Read more... )

dum dada dum..dadadadadaadadaa!! pshah!!!!!!!!!! wow ok..so better day today..had some hwk but its not due till friday so i figure..procrastinate. nothing huge today....tried out for the play..AND NO I DID NOT FREEZE..THANK GOD!!! theIrishboarder: whats up with my favorite girl in the world ( Read more... )

school was a piece of shit today...i dunno..i mean im already dramatic enough as it is...it just seems like nothing i do will make me forget the past. maybe i just dont want to..i mean maybe i need this? i cant tell...i hate crying but it seems to be smthn i do alot. not bcus i want to or bcus i have to..i think its my only outlet? i dunno..shpi ( Read more... )

well early morning this morning people..got up at like 9..tv wasnt working so i had nothing else to do...last night was pretty cool...lol went to the mall w/ steph, shpi, hind, rachel, katt, and kiana. it was pretty cool..lol we dint end up seeing a movie afterall..but s'all good...cus i met some commys. lol and we decided to start a club and i'll ( Read more... )

ahem...."i smoke 2 joints in the mornin, i smoke 2 joints at night. i smoke 2 joints in the afternoon it makes me feel alright. i smoke 2 joints in times of peace, and 2 in times of war. i smoke 2 joints b4 i smoke 2 joints, and then a smoke 2 more." ok..now that thats out of my system..school was ok..i mean my schedules pretty cool, only thing ( Read more... )