I remember the times we spent together ( Read more... )

new hair
new dog
new tattoo
new car
new computer
new degree to be worked on

maybe i oughta slow down.  id say this was a mid life crisis but i hate to think im mid life at this point.

i would like to preface this by saying im feeling so much better its insane ( Read more... )

how could you do nothing
and say, i'm doing my best
how could you take almost everything
and then come back for the rest
how could you beg me to stay,
reach out your hands and plead
and then pack up your eyes and run away
as soon as i agreed

it just all slips
away so slowly
you don't even notice till you've lost a lot
i've been like one of those zombies
in ( Read more... )

sleepwalking through the all-nite drugstore
baptized in flourescent light
i found religion in the greeting card aisle
now i know hallmark was right
and every pop song on the radio
is suddenly speaking to me
yeah, art may imitate life
but life imitates t.v.
'cuz you've been gone exactly two weeks
two weeks and three days
and let's just say that things look ( Read more... )

i miss my best friend a whole lot.

but what if he doesnt feel the same way about me?

that would be all out awful.

im getting so much closer to having an unoffendable heart!

du·plic·i·tous
adj.
Given to or marked by deliberate deceptiveness in behavior or speech.

Adj.1.duplicitous - marked by deliberate deceptiveness especially by pretending one set of feelings and acting under the influence of another; "she was a deceitful scheming little thing"- Israel Zangwill; "a double-dealing double agent"; "a double-faced infernal ( Read more... )

 i guess im gonna give up

 do i push it down
or let it run me right into the ground?