Here we go again!
So I decided once again to revamp my journal and start blogging again..Well a lot has happened I quit my job at Pizza Hut where I had been for three years.Upon leaving NPC I started at Dr.Raquibs Family and Medicine Chronic Pain Clinic. While there I am employed with All-Medical/Ameritox/RX Guardian etc.I worked as a specimen processor for two whole months before being cut from the clinic. All the while before the day at the end of June, when I left I was working a steady 40-50 hours a week and I simply adored it.
Though sadly since I was consumed with so much work it caused problems with John and I...Go figure huh? Well we eventually ended up calling it quits. I mean there wasn't much we could do. I couldn't leave my job at the time while I was working and he didn't want to move down here because 'Our state sucks.' This is true by all means. I miss him..Then Elizah came back into my life after I found him on VampireFreaks.com..I hadn't talked to him in almost a year? and it has been at least six years since we have seen each other face to face..I do believe July of 2007 was the most incredible experience I have yet to given the chance to live. Despite how it happened and what went on I wouldn't trade the memories for anything. It's funny how things tend to work out and makes the mind wonder about so much.
As I write this I sit here with Monica listening to the ipod almost in the dark as the power is out from the many storms that seem to be following in close footsteps of one another.Today has been odd more so than most of our boring/typical days. AFI is blaring loudly from the ipod now as I type this sentence and it is somewhat distracting hearing Davey Havok's piercing femme/masculine voice. Coming to a realization that I haven't written a journal entry such as this in years..It feels almost blissful to type out my thoughts even if they are a jumbled mess of nonsene skipping back and forth between thoughts. I guess that is okay though since this is a journal after all.