Lover- I just wanted to tell you how good it was to hear your voice today for the brief phone call that happened. I was worried you died or something. (not rly.. but sort of:p) Pls call me soonish..... ish...
Lana and I (and I think possibly (most likely) Brett and Charles) are going to Blue Monday tonight. I hope you'll come. I know you don't like it but you can come as my date ^.- and it wont be a waste of money that way. (and you can be away from your lack of a Storage Unit.. ._. That's all Ellis Island is to me now.. a storage place for my belongings. Ellis Island and 1/2 is where I feel homelike...) I miss you. I'm sad we didn't see each other on your birthday, but I was deathly Ill and probably slept for a good 20 hours at Space Boy's hause..
Don't think I don't see.macabrelustDecember 18 2006, 15:43:18 UTC
You didn't have to be so mean, Dani. I didn't deserve that, and of all people it was you to tell me those things. You treat this entire situation as if I was the bad, as if over the past two months I have been the obsessed clingy one who won't stop calling or leave you alone and I was the only one using the words "love" and "best friend" and "need". That is not true, for the past two months I rarely have called you unless necessary, and I have only seen you behind my door when I answer it. You'd come, tell me you loved me, fuck me, tell me you could never cut me out of your life because I am just so important, tell me I am your best friend, and then you'd leave telling me it was over. Fucking with my brain and expecting me to understand everything and be okay with it.
I trusted you, more than anyone. But you kept lying and lying to me and I kept finding out your lies and I felt like shit because here is this person that I love and IS so important to me and he tells me the same but he is treating me so horribly and wrongly. Lies to
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Re: Don't think I don't see.whorror_showDecember 18 2006, 17:32:38 UTC
You get one last time..... My last words to you ever. I don't feel as if they will make any sense to you. My god... I don't even think you read in the same fucking language. But I am justifying this in the fact that never again will I grant you this. So read very carefully, and if you have any questions read it again please
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Re: Don't think I don't see.macabrelustDecember 19 2006, 21:55:09 UTC
Of course I am talking about me and how fucking hurt I am, you have hurt me beyond belief. ' " Lies to cover up more lies and you were never that good at hiding your tracks." - I don't even know what you mean by this but fuck you for posting it. '= You are a terrible compulsive liar. You lie to EVERYONE for absolutely no reason but to not have to deal with the problems that may arise or to make yourself sound better because you are an egotistical asshole. It's sickening and weak
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I just wanted to tell you how good it was to hear your voice today for the brief phone call that happened. I was worried you died or something. (not rly.. but sort of:p) Pls call me soonish..... ish...
Lana and I (and I think possibly (most likely) Brett and Charles) are going to Blue Monday tonight. I hope you'll come. I know you don't like it but you can come as my date ^.- and it wont be a waste of money that way. (and you can be away from your lack of a Storage Unit.. ._. That's all Ellis Island is to me now.. a storage place for my belongings. Ellis Island and 1/2 is where I feel homelike...) I miss you. I'm sad we didn't see each other on your birthday, but I was deathly Ill and probably slept for a good 20 hours at Space Boy's hause..
I hope you are well love.
Ach, i miss you,
Jessica*.
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I trusted you, more than anyone. But you kept lying and lying to me and I kept finding out your lies and I felt like shit because here is this person that I love and IS so important to me and he tells me the same but he is treating me so horribly and wrongly. Lies to ( ... )
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' " Lies to cover up more lies and you were never that good at hiding your tracks." - I don't even know what you mean by this but fuck you for posting it. '= You are a terrible compulsive liar. You lie to EVERYONE for absolutely no reason but to not have to deal with the problems that may arise or to make yourself sound better because you are an egotistical asshole. It's sickening and weak ( ... )
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