God I would do anything just to see him one more time and tell him how much he ment to me. I never saw him. It had been weeks. If I wasn't so stubborn, if I would have just accepted him as a friend, I would have been there, I may have been there or at least saw him last night. I can't functuion. I can barely breathe it hurts so bad. Why now? He was
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