Holy shit, I am a piece of shit. I hate myself. I shouldn't ever make anyone feel as bad as I did. Somebody kill me I can't take it anymore. I take back everything. I am soooo sorry.

bright eyes was amazing.

that's all.

"so where do we go from here. Just about anywhere. Disorientated but alive. Boredom won't get me tonight.

Let's bring this city to life. to light. tonight.

There is no destination but with a goal in mind we can be realistic and demand the impossible.

Let's bring this city to life. to light. tonight.

yup yup yup yup yup ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

jeremy mixed trix and cookie crisp, what a fucktard.
how gross is that.

I am about to set fire to a bunch of shit.

and to add to that, ive never looked at pictures and cried before.

i dont want to live anymore right now.

i can't seem to keep my eyes dry right now. and i know why and it sucks.

So many fuck ups. soooooo many fuck ups.

Goddamn, I am a prick, asshole, jerk, bastard, son of a bitch, fucktard, any thing that describes something bad.

I don't like who I am sometimes.

holy shit.

they got me tied up.

hayley def. got surgery. and it sucks for her.

I wish there was something that I could do to make her feel better.

Fuck.

so ill be in alabama for a while. shit sucks. y. cause it sucks.

I AM SO GLAD WE WORKED THROUGH SHIT. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(boots)

yup.