this isnt the way i wanted my life to go.

i cant go on with these cards ive been dealt, ill just fold.

well, i thought birthdays couldnt get any worse or pathetic than last year...
guess i just stay alive to be proven wrong.

thank to my friends that called and stuff.

oh thats right.. nobody did.
oh thats right.. maybe they arent my friends anyway.

hang out at dans today,clean apt. later. race tomorrow, sleep. morbid angel tuesday if i have money.

im pretty much done with everyone.

does there evr come a time when people grow up, and decide to act like responsible people? or is pretty much everyone just lemmings, that just stagnate in the same circles over and over. telling lame stories about "almost fights" and shit,and retelling the same story over and over and over again in the course of one night acting the same as they ( Read more... )

this was the first weekend ive had off in about 7 months. weekends off rule ( Read more... )

i just realised today that i missed the cannibal corpse/hypocrisy show. what bullshit.

well, i fixed the noise my car was making, and now the alternator is dead. so ive got to drive with an extra battery and charge them when im not driving. it seems like everything is breaking all at once. hopefully theyll let me stay late and fix it on monday, but im pretty much stuck here for the weekend ( Read more... )

ive worked a whole week at the new job and am very happy with it so far. aside from all the extra paperwork i have to do its real chill, and good.. the shop is really clean, and everything works ( Read more... )

but i will transcend.
i will succeed.
i will transcend.
i will succeed.
i will transcend.
i will succeed.
i will transcend.
you will not.
deny me.

damn, autocross was fun as fuck ( Read more... )